Twna-Jane16/Neurochat_MentalBERT_depression
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watching quot a league of their own quot make me miss mint chocolate ice cream cone and my grand ma fuck | 0 |
celesteclara i can t sleep either | 0 |
ha 0g of milky bar left and around 00ml of coke | 0 |
i wish i could find a way to live without these voice in my head but if i lose my only companion i would be better off dead depression poetry poem mentalhealth | 1 |
is boarding ek a usual no upgrade from ek colombo | 0 |
fed bokkie too many birthday treat sicko | 0 |
everyday at some point i get this overwhelming urge to kill myself sometimes it when i wake up sometimes it when i fall asleep sometimes it in the middle of the day there is no rhyme or reason to the timing a year ago my best friend who i went to for encouragement and care killed himself and i think he killed himself b... | 1 |
perfectly ripe and fresh banana go in the bag arrive at office it look like it ha been hit by a freight train poor banana | 0 |
i don t know how to explain it i had bad childhood and tbh i never felt love in my whole life if i care for someone and they see this they hurt me i m not only talking relationship but with overall people around me and i have depression i feel tired all the time and sometimes i can t even leave my bed also i m very par... | 1 |
join u next wednesday at am a we cover the urbanhealthcouncil s recent work on ecological health report present urbanisation role in disease development such a depression and it link to air pollution urban planning is healthcare http t co xoz rsunxh | 1 |
finished marking can t celebrate yet tho got to communicate mark amp feedback to all those online student rest of the night gone there | 0 |
i hold a lot of pain and trauma in me and i m not good at sharing it with others except for a very select few i have started therapy recently sometimes this pain really take control of me almost put me in a black hole where i can t stop and it take a big toll on me and those closest to me mentally therefore i am hurtin... | 1 |
debbugging old vb code the day could have started better | 0 |
ha got combined ear and toothache and want to rip her face off stamp foot | 0 |
can t belive it we re home so sleepy hr today in round rock tx http loopt u getn w | 0 |
yesterday i wa in a negative thought spiral and my heart rate wa super high and i got really angry at myself and my thought and how much i don t like myself so much so that i wanted to punch a wall or throw something really hard i ve always had anxiety but it s never turned into anger before is this normal | 1 |
metalgearobama people with depression should not | 1 |
my anxiety is high and my depression is bad tonight because i screwed up and didn t take my medication on schedule trying to focus on my happy place while snuggling with magic and surfing reddit i know i complain a lot about my anxiety and depression but this account is for | 1 |
yippee skype app now available on i phone whatever next xcept you cant use the video | 0 |
i just made the person i fell in love with cry because a miscommunication happened and i ended up breaking all contact instantly and acted like a bitch but she still fought to keep in touch and we are better talking now but she cried tonight because of me she cried she got hurt she felt so bad and she is already going ... | 1 |
in office doing irritating work for the worst client i ve ever had you cant choose your project if ur an employee | 0 |
please help i need to know if any of you have been on some type of medication for your anxiety and depression and if it s worth me giving it a shot i ve set the date and found the method of my suicide but i want to give life one last try before i pull the final curtain one reason i didn t want to go on medication is be... | 1 |
doing homework | 0 |
waiting waiting waiting for a phone call that may mean i can actually sleep at night but then again | 0 |
is pissed off that there s no asba s for a radio station | 0 |
title every day is a struggle gym help a bit but it s temporary i can t take this life anymore for long | 1 |
i did not have a good day today felt confused and felt like i had no control over my own life but i m reminding myself that i need day like these to really appreciate the good one even though it feel like i ve been in this rough patch for a while and at time it s been really hard to keep going it is the hope that will ... | 1 |
holyjaw all in the middle if the night i ve committed myself to installing window with boot camp but i m already having issue | 0 |
machineplay i m so sorry you re having to go through this again therapyfail | 0 |
i hate cooking dinner | 0 |
bullying ha really given me trauma i have social anxiety because of it i wa bullied in middle school because i wa ugly and i went to a prestigious school so lot of rich kid i m poor and i wa bullied for my clothes i only have friend i m starting to hate going to school and want to become a shut in it s so unfair i used... | 1 |
fuck i feel a hell of a lot worse today | 0 |
is it okay stay up all night and and fall asleep at around am and then sleep all day long and then literally force yourself out of bed to do office work | 1 |
kaitlinmonroe aw that sound so fun i m so bummed that i missed it did you get to meet anyone | 0 |
my life wa so promising and happy once that one thing left and i feel like i ll never get my innocence back i ve been on a constant stat of high alert and now i m burnt out i have no motivation heavily fatigued no matter how much sleep i get nothing seems worth it anymore | 1 |
nattnatt you doggie dazzler im trying to work a bit today if you want we coule pop ovr and say hi later | 0 |
fleurylis i don t either it depressing i don t think i even want to know about the kid in suitcase | 0 |
i don t see why suicide is selfish in my case if i killed myself to make other people s life better i don t think that should be considered a selfish but im called selfish for wanting to kill myself i don t get it im a fuck up if i m alive and i m a fuck up if i want to kill myself i don t know what to do anymore | 1 |
su yin huen tweeted i feel unbearable guilt i made my staff cry http tinyurl com cw l9t | 0 |
jenmcj will check it out just want a couple to read while away new one at liquid silver just some good read read some rubbish lately | 0 |
where s my heat and grazia subscription he s probably delivered them next door | 0 |
aww man yet another party last night i miss new jersey so anyone up to anything today | 0 |
in a few minute then going to bed since eric hate me and wont run around with me | 0 |
meat week day tummy hurt every night | 0 |
in my profile if you want to read it | 1 |
recently i have been having a tough time dealing with my lack of motivation is really hard to care about anything specially when i always feel like im being forced to do anything even thing that i like to do it like im being constanly dragged through life how do you guy deal with extreme apathy and lack of motivation w... | 1 |
hello i ll try to keep this brief i grew up in an abusive household and came to study in the u to get away from that last semester i wa assaulted my therapist say i might have some sadness and depression and i know i do but my main concern is how since starting college i literally even if my life depended on it can not... | 1 |
my stress always culminates with physical pain | 0 |
i hate my living situation and i have no way out of it i m stuck and i cry almost everyday everyone in my home make me feel pointless and unwanted i wish i could control how sensitive i am about it | 1 |
hi i m a 0 year old boy from italy and recently i ve discovered that i suffer from depression i have a bad job which doesn t pay me a lot my girlfriend broke up with me for no whatever reason and every single day i cry and wish for my death i m trying to stay lucid but i have prepared a bag full of pill around 0 of the... | 1 |
wow epicfail on me i did a search for epicfail and didn t see many entry but apparently it s widely used i m depressed now | 0 |
mizzzidc honestly i think this wa too much for u to treat your mom this way co of sneaker imagine the depression she would feel too that her own daughter took her to social medium co of sneaker what if she had come on sm for the pain she went thru when she had your pregnancy | 1 |
i m so damn tired today actually i need to take a nap when i m at home but there s no time | 0 |
i m nearing the end of a long project that i have worked on from the end of last november and my body is trying to shut down to prevent me from doing it i know this fatigue is psychosomatic there is no physical source for it but trying to ignore it can only take me so far if i could work at the same peak rate i did aro... | 1 |
how to recover from depression http t co bevtz0dj0a | 1 |
title pretty much | 1 |
tw depression mention to ed light mention of disassociation i think that s everything first time i ve written anything and don t expect people to see it but idk the idea of having my anger written down in a le private area is comforting idk like diary piss me off sometimes bc i m writing shit down but then what it s ju... | 1 |
ddofinternet first you get a bottle of water second you drink it third you become more depressed fourth depression | 1 |
i didn t choose to be born i didn t choose to have these vital instinct it shouldn t fall onto me to overcome them the world that gave birth to me should fix it mistake i shouldn t be asked to fix it in it stead it s not my responsibility | 1 |
i just grew another chin | 0 |
btw eventbox is available for free on macheist for every visitor unfortunately i switched to tweetdeck http macheist com | 0 |
original text in german translated with google translator sorry for any mistake i hope it s still understandable unhappy with myself constantly comparing to others what do i really want need to get my life on track want to solve problem myself don t accept help don t say how i really feel say everything is fine even th... | 1 |
im trying to make a chicken soup like my mother but without a recipe this will be interesting and i cant find matzah | 0 |
i m year old live by myself and i m losing my marble i wa with a girl for two year up living together for until a week before my birthday when she dumped me cut me off and told me how horrible i am i ll admit i ve been controlling i had caught and been told about her having an affair with a coworker halfway through and... | 1 |
whatdamnnick well the problem with rain here is that it come with extreme coldness | 0 |
wednesday my b day don t know what do | 0 |
so i ve been taking mirtazapine for year for my depression sleep problem my doctor also prescribed me hydroxyzine for when i m feeling anxious panicky i just took a hydroxyzine and now i have to take a mirtazapine before i try and lay down is this harmful can i take these two pill at the same time please help | 1 |
whinging my client amp bos don t understand english well rewrote some text unreadable it s written by v good writer amp reviewed correctly | 0 |
pls guy answer what u feel | 1 |
a bit under the weather the last coupla day workout have been low in energy | 0 |
i ve finally been put on med after year of pushing through my anxiety the idea of going on med wa scary but i m hoping it ll be better in the long run the only issue i m having so far is i m so tired i m normally not this tired but i swear all weekend i ve just been sleeping i have no motivation to do anything i just w... | 1 |
is off to the dentist then the midwife for blood test whoop de frikking do | 0 |
everything is still broken | 0 |
my biggest wish is for my family to allow me to end it all i want them to understand the pain and suffering i m going through the constant daily battle that make it so hard to live i want them to be prepared i just want to disappear from life and hurt the least amount of people | 1 |
hanging in crooner wan na sing can t suck | 0 |
i know i m just a burden to everyone around me i hate myself people have told me i m mean after i m really fucking trying to be a good person every partner i ve had i ve hurt at least once the worst part is that i am not doing this consciously i m just naturally an asshole i thought i needed therapy i have it i thought... | 1 |
i ve always been told that student life is the best time of your life i want to laugh i live it a the worst my friend are all stressed and depressed by their situation overall i feel that people are afraid to talk to each other in person and prefer network and dating apps people are desperately looking for themselves t... | 1 |
i need to post a video but i m stuck | 0 |
listening to q i got a really bad headache and a drivin lesson in ten min lucky me i just wana sleeep | 0 |
kristensaywhaa he is an as hm did you watch the first episodeee i freakin missed it | 0 |
i m not suicidal i just feel everybody close to me slipping away and it s crushing me slowly so i wa wondering what are the main sign | 1 |
henrygooden oddchicken i went there about a month and a half ago wa still open then smelt really good but i wa getting sick | 0 |
louie09 shooting be careful luisa | 0 |
i fucking hate my life i hate everyone | 1 |
go commit depression | 1 |
kimmyawesome ohhhh that suck i love the summer set | 0 |
nationwideclass no it s not behaving at all i m mad why am i here because i can t see you all over there | 0 |
jasonarnopp our membership had expired and to renew them we have to do a new induction which can t happen til next tuesday | 0 |
theekween depression | 1 |
in that mood of wanting to suffer my asthma attack a a form of self harm depression suck when it hit outta nowhere for what seems like no reason at all finally coming out of auto pilot and i have no idea what triggered it it thursday | 1 |
thakre aarya wd9 9 stats feed explain to me then why white people feel more depression like give me an article that scientifically explains it | 1 |
gmg 00 lol omg don t tempt me i just started p90 hour ago i need to at least be good for a day shoulda asked me yesterday | 0 |
idk i m not a native speaker so i don t which crisis it is i m in my dorm room paralyzed took a seminar topic on which i can t find paper when i ask for help no one then came my shitty sem test mark with just the end sem remaining yes this is not the first time i ve cried after joining college i just can t see my futur... | 1 |
i struggle to get the thing people take for granted my whole school life ha been extremely terrible and i used to get bullied very badly back in kindergarten and some of middle school im in highschool now and i have like no friend only acquaintance i dont go to the nice place that normal people go to for example never ... | 1 |
so i m have had depression since i wa snd i suffered from anxiety since 0 my anxiety wa not that bad overall i might have a bad day here or there but i never really had it for week or month like i have it now i know i get it really bad the longer i m in my head the next part is the backstory and i would like your guy o... | 1 |
inamupwa ndati how do i get out of my depression and go live my life agh | 1 |
well my foot odor problem is def back hmph | 0 |
misterskull awwwwww what a shame you re mile and mile away | 0 |
joynerlucas machinegunkelly nice toxic masculinity good to know your music about issue like suicide and depression were just fake shit for click if you had real mental health issue you wouldn t be perpetuating homophobia and toxic masculinity every cent you ve earned wa through coopting other s pain | 1 |
we have avoided it the past two year but just now she showed me her lateral flow test and it looked positive i m worried about getting it i ve been with her most of the day this is my worst nightmare and i don t know what to do last week i did feel extremely fatigued but i chalked it up to my chronic illness i m worrie... | 1 |