Being a teenager life seems to be redundant. I have a solid group of friends who I am completely myself around. However I find myself changing and only being truly close to one of them. This is not my biggest problem. I go into school and I can be perfectly social, however I am alienated. I am die hard metal fan, and being a 10th grader you also don't encounter many teens who are realists. Which is fine I feel like I have better times then anyone in my school, but lately i've been in a slump starting this year. This year has been quite shitty to say the least and i used to get a's and b's, now i have b's and high c's. This is a mix of my depression and harder work. I'm so fucking tired of not being around others I can connect with. I fucking hate being bored so very often, I used to have fun so much with my friends last year, but it seems we don't do anything fun. Some would rather get stoned than come up with a plan to have fun.

My school is also very small, so its not like I can meet new people, i have been with the same kids since kindergarten
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being sick and tired of being single, alienated from
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Being a teenager life seems to be redundant. I have a solid group of friends who I am completely myself around. However I find myself changing and only being truly close to one of them. This is not my biggest problem. I go into school and I can be perfectly social, however I am alienated. I am die hard metal fan, and being a 10th grader you also don't encounter many teens who are realists. Which is fine I feel like I have better times then anyone in my school, but lately i've been in a slump starting this year. This year has been quite shitty to say the least and i used to get a's and b's, now i have b's and high c's. This is a mix of my depression and harder work. I'm so fucking tired of not being around others I can connect with. I fucking hate being bored so very often, I used to have fun so much with my friends last year, but it seems we don't do anything fun. Some would rather get stoned than come up with a plan to have fun.

My school is also very small, so its not like I can meet new people, i have been with the same kids since kindergarten
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being bored of school, too many depressed thoughts and
assistant