My parents split up when I was a teenager. My mother was always abusive, but she's gotten better over the years. My family ruined my college, repeatedly kicked me out for no reason, etc. But that's in the past.
I am now living with my mother and her fiance. I'm only staying here so that I can get my A.A, (decided to find a way to fix what was done and go to college), then when I get that I'm moving across the country, finishing my Bachelors, masters, and then eventually PhD. The problem is- my step father, and sometimes even my mother(although she has calmed down quite a bit in comparison to what she used to be) are incredibly emotionally abusive, and I'm not sure I can take more of it. I still have a whole year to get through for the A.A. and I'm constantly hearing things such as "fat ass"(not even overweight, but I was when I was younger and they know it gets to me), or "you're useless" or "lazy, stupid bitch." Etc. Let me also state, I not only take 5 classes but I also work about 30 hours a week, and pay them rent. But anytime I get sick(I have a chest infection, just went to the doctor) they assume I'm being lazy and don't want to go to work. Even without the sickness, I have to deal with this stuff all the time - they've even threatened to kick me out(knowing i can't afford an apartment by myself here) because I refuse to be around my step father when he's being a dick.

I already have borderline personality disorder, diagnosed from childhood trauma and let me say that's hard enough to deal with even normal personal relationships. But these attacks make everything that much harder to deal with. I don't know what to do anymore.
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My parents split up when I was a teenager. My mother was always abusive, but she's gotten better over the years. My family ruined my college, repeatedly kicked me out for no reason, etc. But that's in the past.
I am now living with my mother and her fiance. I'm only staying here so that I can get my A.A, (decided to find a way to fix what was done and go to college), then when I get that I'm moving across the country, finishing my Bachelors, masters, and then eventually PhD. The problem is- my step father, and sometimes even my mother(although she has calmed down quite a bit in comparison to what she used to be) are incredibly emotionally abusive, and I'm not sure I can take more of it. I still have a whole year to get through for the A.A. and I'm constantly hearing things such as "fat ass"(not even overweight, but I was when I was younger and they know it gets to me), or "you're useless" or "lazy, stupid bitch." Etc. Let me also state, I not only take 5 classes but I also work about 30 hours a week, and pay them rent. But anytime I get sick(I have a chest infection, just went to the doctor) they assume I'm being lazy and don't want to go to work. Even without the sickness, I have to deal with this stuff all the time - they've even threatened to kick me out(knowing i can't afford an apartment by myself here) because I refuse to be around my step father when he's being a dick.

I already have borderline personality disorder, diagnosed from childhood trauma and let me say that's hard enough to deal with even normal personal relationships. But these attacks make everything that much harder to deal with. I don't know what to do anymore.
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