As soon as I met this girl I knew I loved her and wanted to be with her. Took me a little bit of chasing but eventually she was mine. She's the funniest person I've ever met, she's gorgeous and caring and genuinely an amazing person. We both fell madly in love as soon as we started dating. I've had a couple girlfriends before her but after having experienced that i wouldn't want to even call those relationships. 

The problem: she's four years older than me.

The age difference itself was never a problem. My maturity and level of commitment were. I fucked up.

So yesterday we broke up. I met up with some friends who gave me great support and bought me quite a few beer. Now today I'm at work trying to process it all and mostly just feeling like a huge bag of garbage. 

That's the abridged version of my first love. Ain't love grand.
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Fell in love with an older girl, she's four years older than me, broke up, feeling like
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As soon as I met this girl I knew I loved her and wanted to be with her. Took me a little bit of chasing but eventually she was mine. She's the funniest person I've ever met, she's gorgeous and caring and genuinely an amazing person. We both fell madly in love as soon as we started dating. I've had a couple girlfriends before her but after having experienced that i wouldn't want to even call those relationships. 

The problem: she's four years older than me.

The age difference itself was never a problem. My maturity and level of commitment were. I fucked up.

So yesterday we broke up. I met up with some friends who gave me great support and bought me quite a few beer. Now today I'm at work trying to process it all and mostly just feeling like a huge bag of garbage. 

That's the abridged version of my first love. Ain't love grand.
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fell in love with a girl four years older than me, she broke my heart, I'm having
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