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I recently (about 4 months ago) started dating this girl. We're "in a relationship" now and she's literally the greatest person I've ever been with.

Maybe I'm still in the honeymoon phase? But I doubt it. I seriously cannot find any imperfections. She's beautiful, considerate, friendly, funny, ***VERY SMART***, ***VERY GENEROUS***, determined, motivated, and overall wonderful. Of course she has her quirks, but she's phenomenal.

She works 3 jobs, puts herself through school, takes summer courses to get ahead and open up more opportunities for herself, and is just incredible for this in my eyes. This productive attitude is something I love, I thrive on being busy myself.

However, I just don't trust any girl I've ever dated. I've been cheated on, I have done the cheating, my mother cheated on my father when I was 13, and relationships have never felt right, ever. I always feel like I'm going to get cheated on or hurt. I'm over most relationships before they even begin.

This girl has NEVER ever given me any doubts, has always been incredibly open and honest about everything, and she loves me.

I've never been able to fully trust someone. I want to trust her. What the fuck do I do?

I always just thought it was a feeling of "Oh, she's just not the right girl." At this rate, I have the perfect girl in my arms and I still get hangups over something that isn't even a problem.
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Throwaway.. Anyways.

me=19m
her=20f

I recently (about 4 months ago) started dating this girl. We're "in a relationship" now and she's literally the greatest person I've ever been with.

Maybe I'm still in the honeymoon phase? But I doubt it. I seriously cannot find any imperfections. She's beautiful, considerate, friendly, funny, ***VERY SMART***, ***VERY GENEROUS***, determined, motivated, and overall wonderful. Of course she has her quirks, but she's phenomenal.

She works 3 jobs, puts herself through school, takes summer courses to get ahead and open up more opportunities for herself, and is just incredible for this in my eyes. This productive attitude is something I love, I thrive on being busy myself.

However, I just don't trust any girl I've ever dated. I've been cheated on, I have done the cheating, my mother cheated on my father when I was 13, and relationships have never felt right, ever. I always feel like I'm going to get cheated on or hurt. I'm over most relationships before they even begin.

This girl has NEVER ever given me any doubts, has always been incredibly open and honest about everything, and she loves me.

I've never been able to fully trust someone. I want to trust her. What the fuck do I do?

I always just thought it was a feeling of "Oh, she's just not the right girl." At this rate, I have the perfect girl in my arms and I still get hangups over something that isn't even a problem.
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