My boyfriend of almost 2 years is leaving for a job in San Francisco after he graduates (I have one more year left of school in NY). We've been planning on breaking up after he graduates because we don't want a long distance commitment. We'd been planning to see each other a few times this summer.

I went out with friends last night and had a little too much to drink. A friend who went through a similar breakup a year ago and I had a long conversation which made me very upset. I sent him a drunk text that said I wanted to break things off.

I went to his apartment and apologized last night and this morning, but he won't talk about staying together for now. I've said before I may want to break things off early because the idea of getting close to someone knowing I'll lose them scares me. I'm afraid that we won't be able to enjoy the last few weeks we could have together or will jeopardize any chance at friendship we had by breaking things off now not on good terms.

He's my best friend in the world and up until last night we were extremely happy spending time together. I don't want to lose that. I love him an incredible amount and I know he's afraid of hurting me. I'm also going to see him a lot at social events and because we have the same group of friends, so avoiding him until he leaves isn't an option. What do I do now?
user
Broke up with bf because I don't feel like I can enjoy the last few weeks we could have together or will jeopardize any chance at friendship
assistant
My boyfriend of almost 2 years is leaving for a job in San Francisco after he graduates (I have one more year left of school in NY). We've been planning on breaking up after he graduates because we don't want a long distance commitment. We'd been planning to see each other a few times this summer.

I went out with friends last night and had a little too much to drink. A friend who went through a similar breakup a year ago and I had a long conversation which made me very upset. I sent him a drunk text that said I wanted to break things off.

I went to his apartment and apologized last night and this morning, but he won't talk about staying together for now. I've said before I may want to break things off early because the idea of getting close to someone knowing I'll lose them scares me. I'm afraid that we won't be able to enjoy the last few weeks we could have together or will jeopardize any chance at friendship we had by breaking things off now not on good terms.

He's my best friend in the world and up until last night we were extremely happy spending time together. I don't want to lose that. I love him an incredible amount and I know he's afraid of hurting me. I'm also going to see him a lot at social events and because we have the same group of friends, so avoiding him until he leaves isn't an option. What do I do now?
user
Broke off long term relationship while drunk and really regretting it the next day.
assistant