So here is the story.

Sitting at a party with my girlfriend/ her best friend just chatting it up/.  We had a great time talking all night, just random stuff nothing serious.  Her best friend shows us a derogatory message she got on a dating site and I was really taken back by it.  I felt really bad for her and the way they guy verbally assaulted her with what he said (IMO).  She was the one afterall that introduced my now girlfriend to the dating site that we met on.  So if it hadn't been for her we wouldn't be all sitting on the couch together.

Well this last week only a few days after the party I decide to send my girlfriend flowers for valentines day at work (yesterday).  Well I had the brainy idea to send bot girls flowers, who work in the same office for valentines day.  I felt bad for how my girlfriends best friend was treated some unknown guy on the dating site.  The bad thing was, I didn't tell my girlfriend.  So the girlfriend got her flowers and then the best friends flowers were delivered as well.  But the bestfriend was working from home that day.  So all day everyone was asking my girlfriend why her best friend got flowers from me.

So we talked about it today and she was just got off guard with her best friend being gone and me sending flowers but not explaining it to her.  I apologized profusely but I feel extremely ashamed of what I did, especially before our first valentines day together.  I can't get the lump out of my throat.  We talked through text and she was totally understanding and all and thought it was very sweet, but I feel like I broke something in our relationship.  I feel anxious and I am afraid of how she will react when we see each other this sunday.

I just don't know how to feel or what to do.  We are going away on our first 3 day weekend trip together in our relationship of 10 months, and I just feel like a piece of shit.
user
Sent girlfriend flowers for valentines day and didn't tell her about it. Now I feel like I fucked up
assistant
So here is the story.

Sitting at a party with my girlfriend/ her best friend just chatting it up/.  We had a great time talking all night, just random stuff nothing serious.  Her best friend shows us a derogatory message she got on a dating site and I was really taken back by it.  I felt really bad for her and the way they guy verbally assaulted her with what he said (IMO).  She was the one afterall that introduced my now girlfriend to the dating site that we met on.  So if it hadn't been for her we wouldn't be all sitting on the couch together.

Well this last week only a few days after the party I decide to send my girlfriend flowers for valentines day at work (yesterday).  Well I had the brainy idea to send bot girls flowers, who work in the same office for valentines day.  I felt bad for how my girlfriends best friend was treated some unknown guy on the dating site.  The bad thing was, I didn't tell my girlfriend.  So the girlfriend got her flowers and then the best friends flowers were delivered as well.  But the bestfriend was working from home that day.  So all day everyone was asking my girlfriend why her best friend got flowers from me.

So we talked about it today and she was just got off guard with her best friend being gone and me sending flowers but not explaining it to her.  I apologized profusely but I feel extremely ashamed of what I did, especially before our first valentines day together.  I can't get the lump out of my throat.  We talked through text and she was totally understanding and all and thought it was very sweet, but I feel like I broke something in our relationship.  I feel anxious and I am afraid of how she will react when we see each other this sunday.

I just don't know how to feel or what to do.  We are going away on our first 3 day weekend trip together in our relationship of 10 months, and I just feel like a piece of shit.
user
I sent my girlfriends flowers for valentines day before and now I feel like a piece of shit.
assistant