I dropped out of college. I'm very depressed, self-loathing, suicidal, and very anxious. Earlier this week, I ran out of my house with a duffel bag of clothes and I planned on taking the train somewhere not very nice, I wanted to get fucked up, drugged, fucked with, ect ect. I didn't care what happened to me because I seriously have no sense of desire to live. I honestly hoped to have died. I really wanted to. That being said, I didn't take the train...my boyfriend found me at the station (he knows me well) and got me to check into a shitty motel room with him for the night. I came back home, no one aware that I was planning on killing myself/doing something horrible to myself that night.

I dropped out of school because I knew it just would not work out. I'd fail miserably and I'd be wasting everyone's time around me. I also knew that going would make me more miserable because I hate leaving the house and sometimes, my room. I literally just stay in my room for days in a row, only leaving to go pee or grab some food. 

Now I'm finally going to go see a therapist. I still have to get referred to one, but I really do want help. I hate the thought of creating pain for those around me, but I feel like I'm about to snap one day. I was close to finally doing it, and THAT'S what scares me. 

Since I dropped out, I owe me school 'x' amount of money. let's just say..it's substantial. My question: do colleges accept appeals based on mental health issues? Assuming I'd get proper documentation, of course.
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Dropped out
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I dropped out of college. I'm very depressed, self-loathing, suicidal, and very anxious. Earlier this week, I ran out of my house with a duffel bag of clothes and I planned on taking the train somewhere not very nice, I wanted to get fucked up, drugged, fucked with, ect ect. I didn't care what happened to me because I seriously have no sense of desire to live. I honestly hoped to have died. I really wanted to. That being said, I didn't take the train...my boyfriend found me at the station (he knows me well) and got me to check into a shitty motel room with him for the night. I came back home, no one aware that I was planning on killing myself/doing something horrible to myself that night.

I dropped out of school because I knew it just would not work out. I'd fail miserably and I'd be wasting everyone's time around me. I also knew that going would make me more miserable because I hate leaving the house and sometimes, my room. I literally just stay in my room for days in a row, only leaving to go pee or grab some food. 

Now I'm finally going to go see a therapist. I still have to get referred to one, but I really do want help. I hate the thought of creating pain for those around me, but I feel like I'm about to snap one day. I was close to finally doing it, and THAT'S what scares me. 

Since I dropped out, I owe me school 'x' amount of money. let's just say..it's substantial. My question: do colleges accept appeals based on mental health issues? Assuming I'd get proper documentation, of course.
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I'm suicidal,
assistant