so I was engaged to this guy for about a year, and when he started hitting me i didn't really have friends or anyone to turn to.  I finally mustered up the courage to leave when he choked me until i blacked out.  When i left him i moved into a different town where i tried to have relationships, but every time i started feeling something for them i would hurt them in someway or another and then leave.  Of course i didn't realize that was what i was doing at the time.  
Then my best friend raped me, So i moved again. That was two years ago.  last year i got pregnant by mistake, and was forced to get an abortion because I've developed a psychogenic seizure disorder. Basically the baby would've be born a little shaky.  then I fell madly in love with an amazing guy who i have of course already cheated on with someone else.  I know I'm going to lose him, so I'm not asking for advice on that.  I just need some advice on how to keep myself together a little better.  I'm already going to therapy, but some everyday tips would be lovely.
user
abused, raped, forced to abort child, about to lose love of my life, kinda
assistant
so I was engaged to this guy for about a year, and when he started hitting me i didn't really have friends or anyone to turn to.  I finally mustered up the courage to leave when he choked me until i blacked out.  When i left him i moved into a different town where i tried to have relationships, but every time i started feeling something for them i would hurt them in someway or another and then leave.  Of course i didn't realize that was what i was doing at the time.  
Then my best friend raped me, So i moved again. That was two years ago.  last year i got pregnant by mistake, and was forced to get an abortion because I've developed a psychogenic seizure disorder. Basically the baby would've be born a little shaky.  then I fell madly in love with an amazing guy who i have of course already cheated on with someone else.  I know I'm going to lose him, so I'm not asking for advice on that.  I just need some advice on how to keep myself together a little better.  I'm already going to therapy, but some everyday tips would be lovely.
user
I'm an abusive person and i need some advice on how to get over
assistant