I totally fell for this amazing girl and she was actually really into me too, but I'm not as emotionally available as she needs in a partner and she got frustrated and moved on, but still wants to be friends and I do, too.

But it sucks cause I'm not really over her so I'm avoiding her and it's hurting our friendship to the point where I feel like we might not even be friends and that's killing me. Not sure what to do, either way I'm gonna be miserable. The fucked up part is that I really identify with this misery and sort of enjoy it.
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Not over a girl who wants to still be friends and I'm unconsciously trying to make
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I totally fell for this amazing girl and she was actually really into me too, but I'm not as emotionally available as she needs in a partner and she got frustrated and moved on, but still wants to be friends and I do, too.

But it sucks cause I'm not really over her so I'm avoiding her and it's hurting our friendship to the point where I feel like we might not even be friends and that's killing me. Not sure what to do, either way I'm gonna be miserable. The fucked up part is that I really identify with this misery and sort of enjoy it.
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I have really strong feelings for a friend, but I'm not emotionally available because I'm not
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