So, I'm 21 years old. 

Some hours ago I made a post on /r/dating_advice because I am in love with a girl that lives in another country, I asked her to be my girlfriend but she doesn't want to commit (she's being more rational than I am). I am SUPER sad right now, already cried a bit and I am still going to cry a lot because of this.

Now, the things is, this made me think about a lot of things and I came to the conclusion that I'm really unhappy with my life right now. I'm a law student, but now I know that I don't like it and I'm in the middle of course. And the worst part is that in my country, if you want to change what you are studying at college you have to do a really hard test about general knowledge and I don't have the time and energy to study for this anymore.

I like my family, but other than my parents, I don't really have any connection to anyone in my family. I have a lot of friends, but I only truly trust one or two of them. I doubt that I will ever miss any of the others.

I am single and the only really interesting girl that I met in the last few years is this girls that lives in another country (different continent).

So basically I hate how my life is right now and I'm not sure what to do. I wanted to restart, but I'm not sure how. I thought about randomly going to some other country (US, Australia or somewhere in Europe) and just trying to get a job there and study something. I'm tired of living the same routine every day which for me is go to college in the morning, go to work in the afternoon, after work I go to the gym, then I get home at around 9pm, eat dinner and just enjoy for 1 or 2 hours before going to sleep and starting everything again.

I don't really know what I want to achieve by posting this here. Maybe some advices. Maybe something to cheer me up. Maybe something to make me even more sad. I don't really know, just say whatever you'd like.

Thanks for your patience.
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I'm unhappy with my life and I'm tired of doing
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So, I'm 21 years old. 

Some hours ago I made a post on /r/dating_advice because I am in love with a girl that lives in another country, I asked her to be my girlfriend but she doesn't want to commit (she's being more rational than I am). I am SUPER sad right now, already cried a bit and I am still going to cry a lot because of this.

Now, the things is, this made me think about a lot of things and I came to the conclusion that I'm really unhappy with my life right now. I'm a law student, but now I know that I don't like it and I'm in the middle of course. And the worst part is that in my country, if you want to change what you are studying at college you have to do a really hard test about general knowledge and I don't have the time and energy to study for this anymore.

I like my family, but other than my parents, I don't really have any connection to anyone in my family. I have a lot of friends, but I only truly trust one or two of them. I doubt that I will ever miss any of the others.

I am single and the only really interesting girl that I met in the last few years is this girls that lives in another country (different continent).

So basically I hate how my life is right now and I'm not sure what to do. I wanted to restart, but I'm not sure how. I thought about randomly going to some other country (US, Australia or somewhere in Europe) and just trying to get a job there and study something. I'm tired of living the same routine every day which for me is go to college in the morning, go to work in the afternoon, after work I go to the gym, then I get home at around 9pm, eat dinner and just enjoy for 1 or 2 hours before going to sleep and starting everything again.

I don't really know what I want to achieve by posting this here. Maybe some advices. Maybe something to cheer me up. Maybe something to make me even more sad. I don't really know, just say whatever you'd like.

Thanks for your patience.
user
I'm in love with a girl that lives in another
assistant