Hey guys, I would appreciate any comment/suggestion about my problem. I have a good but lately long distance relationship which I am reasonably happy with but my life is pretty much garbage. 

I left college because I hated it from the bottom of my heart so I have no title and I have little to no prospects for future. I have literally 0 friends. I have nobody to talk to even online so I spend majority of my life sitting at home either working or playing video games which help me to forget. I have some depression issues and have permanent bad moods. I'm saying that to make clear that I am a shitty boyfriend material. There is no future to be had with me and I am fully aware of that.

The thing is that my girlfriend loves me and I know she wouldn't break with me unless I cheated on her or some stuff. I am afraid that if we get futher, if and when we start living together and eventually marry, I will have tiny income, no friends to bring to the relationship and I will be in constant depression because I amount to nothing.

My question is, what do you think about me breaking up with her because I would prefer her having someone who isn't a complete waste of time to be with? She's not getting any younger and if she would realize that when she gets 30, she could have big problems finding partner etc...

Am I making sense?
user
I am a shitty boyfriend material and I have little prospect of getting a job, friends or anything because of my life, I am afraid of losing
assistant
Hey guys, I would appreciate any comment/suggestion about my problem. I have a good but lately long distance relationship which I am reasonably happy with but my life is pretty much garbage. 

I left college because I hated it from the bottom of my heart so I have no title and I have little to no prospects for future. I have literally 0 friends. I have nobody to talk to even online so I spend majority of my life sitting at home either working or playing video games which help me to forget. I have some depression issues and have permanent bad moods. I'm saying that to make clear that I am a shitty boyfriend material. There is no future to be had with me and I am fully aware of that.

The thing is that my girlfriend loves me and I know she wouldn't break with me unless I cheated on her or some stuff. I am afraid that if we get futher, if and when we start living together and eventually marry, I will have tiny income, no friends to bring to the relationship and I will be in constant depression because I amount to nothing.

My question is, what do you think about me breaking up with her because I would prefer her having someone who isn't a complete waste of time to be with? She's not getting any younger and if she would realize that when she gets 30, she could have big problems finding partner etc...

Am I making sense?
user
I am a shitty boyfriend but my girlfriend loves me and is afraid for her happiness if we get married when I am going to be a
assistant