our relationship was really rough. without going into detail, we are just way to different. and about 1 year out of the relationship was us arguing, fighting, me wishing constantly wondering if it was worth it etc. Now that we finally decided that it was over, she's all i think about and i feel horrible. i want her back so badly, i miss her so much. and i find myself only thinking of the good times we had, and none of the bad.  

we still text and talk. and i sound horrible. i constantly sit by my phone waiting for her texts. i text things that make me sound like a needy little kid. i read old texts from her from the past years. i look at some of her old things....how do i not do this? i understand that my brain is doing this, and that the minute i get back with her i will be miserable again just like most of our relationship was but how do i  get rid of this pain that i feel? this feeling i have of needing her? how do i remind myself of all the crappy times went through? shes literally been all i think about since we broke up 3 days ago.
user
got dumped, was bad, we decided it wasn't gonna work, now i'm
assistant
our relationship was really rough. without going into detail, we are just way to different. and about 1 year out of the relationship was us arguing, fighting, me wishing constantly wondering if it was worth it etc. Now that we finally decided that it was over, she's all i think about and i feel horrible. i want her back so badly, i miss her so much. and i find myself only thinking of the good times we had, and none of the bad.  

we still text and talk. and i sound horrible. i constantly sit by my phone waiting for her texts. i text things that make me sound like a needy little kid. i read old texts from her from the past years. i look at some of her old things....how do i not do this? i understand that my brain is doing this, and that the minute i get back with her i will be miserable again just like most of our relationship was but how do i  get rid of this pain that i feel? this feeling i have of needing her? how do i remind myself of all the crappy times went through? shes literally been all i think about since we broke up 3 days ago.
user
my ex of 2 years and i broke up and i need
assistant