My wife and I have a great marriage, but I recently peeked into her journal to hear her inner-dialog about a new co-worker.  I seriously only read a half a page, but in it she describes getting flush when she speaks to him on the phone, how sexy his voice is, and hoping she sees him when she's headed to the gym.  She then proceeded to write the dialog to some innocent flirting (joking around, Seinfeld references).

I would usually tell someone else this is no big deal, people are going to have crushes.  The problem is I felt like I got punched in the stomach, and I can barely interact with her.  For the past day I've been trying to deal in my own head, but it's not working.  I can't get the words I read out of my head.

Part of me wants to get this out in the air, but I feel like shit for breaking her trust the way I did. Her journal is pretty sacred to her, and for the 10 years we've been together, I have never read a word of from it.

I think the worst thing is, I feel like she wouldn't say those things about me.  Like I've become her emotional/ life support...friend-zone material.  I feel betrayed, like a fool, and pretty empty inside right now.
user
I read my wife's journal and she has a crush on a guy. It was the most embarrassing/blatant thing I've
assistant
My wife and I have a great marriage, but I recently peeked into her journal to hear her inner-dialog about a new co-worker.  I seriously only read a half a page, but in it she describes getting flush when she speaks to him on the phone, how sexy his voice is, and hoping she sees him when she's headed to the gym.  She then proceeded to write the dialog to some innocent flirting (joking around, Seinfeld references).

I would usually tell someone else this is no big deal, people are going to have crushes.  The problem is I felt like I got punched in the stomach, and I can barely interact with her.  For the past day I've been trying to deal in my own head, but it's not working.  I can't get the words I read out of my head.

Part of me wants to get this out in the air, but I feel like shit for breaking her trust the way I did. Her journal is pretty sacred to her, and for the 10 years we've been together, I have never read a word of from it.

I think the worst thing is, I feel like she wouldn't say those things about me.  Like I've become her emotional/ life support...friend-zone material.  I feel betrayed, like a fool, and pretty empty inside right now.
user
wife has a crush on a co-worker, I read her journal, want to tell her this is a big deal,
assistant