Being a teenager life seems to be redundant. I have a solid group of friends who I am completely myself around. However I find myself changing and only being truly close to one of them. This is not my biggest problem. I go into school and I can be perfectly social, however I am alienated. I am die hard metal fan, and being a 10th grader you also don't encounter many teens who are realists. Which is fine I feel like I have better times then anyone in my school, but lately i've been in a slump starting this year. This year has been quite shitty to say the least and i used to get a's and b's, now i have b's and high c's. This is a mix of my depression and harder work. I'm so fucking tired of not being around others I can connect with. I fucking hate being bored so very often, I used to have fun so much with my friends last year, but it seems we don't do anything fun. Some would rather get stoned than come up with a plan to have fun.

My school is also very small, so its not like I can meet new people, i have been with the same kids since kindergarten
user
being bored of school, too many depressed thoughts and being isolated. Feeling very out of place, being depressed and so tired of being bored.
assistant
Being a teenager life seems to be redundant. I have a solid group of friends who I am completely myself around. However I find myself changing and only being truly close to one of them. This is not my biggest problem. I go into school and I can be perfectly social, however I am alienated. I am die hard metal fan, and being a 10th grader you also don't encounter many teens who are realists. Which is fine I feel like I have better times then anyone in my school, but lately i've been in a slump starting this year. This year has been quite shitty to say the least and i used to get a's and b's, now i have b's and high c's. This is a mix of my depression and harder work. I'm so fucking tired of not being around others I can connect with. I fucking hate being bored so very often, I used to have fun so much with my friends last year, but it seems we don't do anything fun. Some would rather get stoned than come up with a plan to have fun.

My school is also very small, so its not like I can meet new people, i have been with the same kids since kindergarten
user
being depressed, hard working, alienated by school and school life now, need advice on how I can be happy again and not be bored
assistant