So, met this girl at the beginning of April, we hit it off, eventually go on a date, connect with her better than anyone I've ever met, we hook up a couple of times, I get too attached, she stops talking to me, only, I can't stop thinking about her.

Luckily, she starts talking to me again, we start hanging out again, only it seems more serious this time. Things seems to be going well then bang, she tries to kill herself (long story, not related to me). She lives thankfully, I go and visit her in the hospital until she gets transferred to a mental health facility, where only the patients can call you, you can't call the patients. I send her letters all of the time, only I haven't heard from her in a week, and I realize I'm desperately in love with this girl. I don't know now if she even wants to be with me when she gets out. I've been drinking a lot more than I should be at this point, I've even taken up smoking just to calm my nerves. The question is, what the fuck do I do? I should say as I type this, I'm completely drunk, so hopefully this makes sense.
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met girl, hooked up with
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So, met this girl at the beginning of April, we hit it off, eventually go on a date, connect with her better than anyone I've ever met, we hook up a couple of times, I get too attached, she stops talking to me, only, I can't stop thinking about her.

Luckily, she starts talking to me again, we start hanging out again, only it seems more serious this time. Things seems to be going well then bang, she tries to kill herself (long story, not related to me). She lives thankfully, I go and visit her in the hospital until she gets transferred to a mental health facility, where only the patients can call you, you can't call the patients. I send her letters all of the time, only I haven't heard from her in a week, and I realize I'm desperately in love with this girl. I don't know now if she even wants to be with me when she gets out. I've been drinking a lot more than I should be at this point, I've even taken up smoking just to calm my nerves. The question is, what the fuck do I do? I should say as I type this, I'm completely drunk, so hopefully this makes sense.
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Met girl, fall in love
assistant