I'm 19 M and I hate socializing.

It's not that I'm weird or something, I'm actually somewhat popular. People usually like me, but I don't like them back. I never show it ofc. I hate the way most people think, living like a hedonist in a "beauty-pop" culture. It disgusts me way beyond the point of being introverted. Everyone being fake and always giving a shit what others think.

I have one friend I like to hang out with. We share common interests and similar beliefs. Time with him never goes to waste.

I grew up in an abusive family. Although I appear absolutely normal and healthy, I'm starting to think I may be experiencing aftermath from 18 years of abuse. 

Am I turning antisocial?

Is this behaviour normal?
user
I hate everyone, not sure if I'm turning an antisocial and I'm starting
assistant
I'm 19 M and I hate socializing.

It's not that I'm weird or something, I'm actually somewhat popular. People usually like me, but I don't like them back. I never show it ofc. I hate the way most people think, living like a hedonist in a "beauty-pop" culture. It disgusts me way beyond the point of being introverted. Everyone being fake and always giving a shit what others think.

I have one friend I like to hang out with. We share common interests and similar beliefs. Time with him never goes to waste.

I grew up in an abusive family. Although I appear absolutely normal and healthy, I'm starting to think I may be experiencing aftermath from 18 years of abuse. 

Am I turning antisocial?

Is this behaviour normal?
user
I hate the way people think. How to deal with it?
assistant