Backstory, I met my ex in mid June 2 years ago and we got together. Things was great for a long time and we also discussed the topic of marriage under the condition that we managed to last for at least 3-4 years together. Time passed and slowly we ran out of common topics to talk about(we were in different schools and had different groups of friends) and started to talk occasionally for a month or 2. I was so sure that we were getting married and that we are technically a old couple together already, to the point that we don't need words to express how much we love each other. 

She apparently thought that we were drifting apart and decided to call it quits 4 months ago from today. I have recovered from the heart break since I could approach her and have a chat with her without any sort of intentions of trying to get back with her.

Now, I'm afraid to get back into relationships even when girls started approaching me. I also tried to approach other girls, but I would instinctively think about how it would end between me and the girl (since relationships end either in breakup or marriage) and then decide that it wasn't worth the heartbreak again. It was too risky a bet for me to take. The reason as to why I feel this way is probably because I am too scared to love anymore. The once stable relationship I thought I had crumbled so easily right in front of me, just like that a almost 2 years relationship disappeared overnight.
user
Because of my ex, I can't dive into new relationships without thinking about the end of the imaginary relationship and
assistant
Backstory, I met my ex in mid June 2 years ago and we got together. Things was great for a long time and we also discussed the topic of marriage under the condition that we managed to last for at least 3-4 years together. Time passed and slowly we ran out of common topics to talk about(we were in different schools and had different groups of friends) and started to talk occasionally for a month or 2. I was so sure that we were getting married and that we are technically a old couple together already, to the point that we don't need words to express how much we love each other. 

She apparently thought that we were drifting apart and decided to call it quits 4 months ago from today. I have recovered from the heart break since I could approach her and have a chat with her without any sort of intentions of trying to get back with her.

Now, I'm afraid to get back into relationships even when girls started approaching me. I also tried to approach other girls, but I would instinctively think about how it would end between me and the girl (since relationships end either in breakup or marriage) and then decide that it wasn't worth the heartbreak again. It was too risky a bet for me to take. The reason as to why I feel this way is probably because I am too scared to love anymore. The once stable relationship I thought I had crumbled so easily right in front of me, just like that a almost 2 years relationship disappeared overnight.
user
I lost my beautiful girl, whom I loved and I'm afraid to love again.
assistant