By that I mean guys whose ages range from 20-24. Ever since I was around 22, I've developed this "fetish" that I could never explain on the whole, "older woman with younger man" relationship. It has been 5 years and I have not changed. 

Most of the guys I sleep with now are about 21-24 years old (3-6 years younger). It's not that they are random 20 something guys either. They are actually a bit mature for their age and are all pretty "nerdy" (build computers, play some computer games, not exactly quiet or shy though). I mean, it's not that I feel ashamed about it. It's legal, it's consensual, and I have a great time. I have absolutely NO attraction to older dudes, but I am open to a relationship if the chemistry is right.

I just want to know what could be behind this in a psychological aspect? I wouldn't call it pedophilia because I'm in no way attracted to children or anyone under 20.

Any thoughts?
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Developed fetish of older woman with younger man relationship. No attraction to
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By that I mean guys whose ages range from 20-24. Ever since I was around 22, I've developed this "fetish" that I could never explain on the whole, "older woman with younger man" relationship. It has been 5 years and I have not changed. 

Most of the guys I sleep with now are about 21-24 years old (3-6 years younger). It's not that they are random 20 something guys either. They are actually a bit mature for their age and are all pretty "nerdy" (build computers, play some computer games, not exactly quiet or shy though). I mean, it's not that I feel ashamed about it. It's legal, it's consensual, and I have a great time. I have absolutely NO attraction to older dudes, but I am open to a relationship if the chemistry is right.

I just want to know what could be behind this in a psychological aspect? I wouldn't call it pedophilia because I'm in no way attracted to children or anyone under 20.

Any thoughts?
user
Developed fetish for older woman with younger man relationship since 22, no
assistant