Background:a hermit (social yet hate to be too social ,always love to have some alone time despite other people's invites) i'm a reserved guy ,always been always will, a bit shy when it comes to this specific love, ridiculously picky and too patient really,had lots and lots of love opportunities, shooted down all of them. So 0 relationships,**except 1**.

    Once upon a time , 2 kids loved each other. kisses , hugs , cuddling up you name em (nothing sexual ,they're kids). As they grow up their relationship grows apart even further , up until they stop seeing each other.

Time skip , they still continue to love each other , yet silently. They're committed to each other even if they're not in anything exclusive, they meet up regularly once a week , never discussing romance as a subject , time goes on~
    The girl is getting marriage proposals and is turning them down,the guy is aware, due to financial and economic situations he is unable to.
So currently the guy has a false sense of satisfaction which he names "cold love" also known as "companionate love"(love triangle theory) 

she's aware of my situation , we still do steal looks from each other ,and we're procrastinating.

Question1:Is this love? cause with all of this procrastination i can't tell anymore.

question 2: What should i do at the moment , my situation will hopefully get better at the june of 2016 , before that i'm all tied up , so in regard to these circumstances what do you think i should do keeping in mind we'll are playing hard to get.
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childhood lovers , still do love each other with 0 relationships , do i
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Background:a hermit (social yet hate to be too social ,always love to have some alone time despite other people's invites) i'm a reserved guy ,always been always will, a bit shy when it comes to this specific love, ridiculously picky and too patient really,had lots and lots of love opportunities, shooted down all of them. So 0 relationships,**except 1**.

    Once upon a time , 2 kids loved each other. kisses , hugs , cuddling up you name em (nothing sexual ,they're kids). As they grow up their relationship grows apart even further , up until they stop seeing each other.

Time skip , they still continue to love each other , yet silently. They're committed to each other even if they're not in anything exclusive, they meet up regularly once a week , never discussing romance as a subject , time goes on~
    The girl is getting marriage proposals and is turning them down,the guy is aware, due to financial and economic situations he is unable to.
So currently the guy has a false sense of satisfaction which he names "cold love" also known as "companionate love"(love triangle theory) 

she's aware of my situation , we still do steal looks from each other ,and we're procrastinating.

Question1:Is this love? cause with all of this procrastination i can't tell anymore.

question 2: What should i do at the moment , my situation will hopefully get better at the june of 2016 , before that i'm all tied up , so in regard to these circumstances what do you think i should do keeping in mind we'll are playing hard to get.
user
I'm a reserved guy always loved and missed a girl , now i have
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