Let me preface by saying that I have a pretty good life. Ive been meaning to post this, but since it seems others have far worst things to say, I felt I may come off self indulgent.

But this year has really gotten the better of me. I'm 25/f, and I've never been in a relationship. And its killing me! I can probably count on one hand the amount of dates I've been on in my entire life. I feel so damn invisible (except to the fucktards who harrass me on the street). I wish I had the confidence to go up to someone and ask for their number, but I have no successes to draw that confidence off of. I'm seriously working on it, but its a slooooow process. 

Now I have some great friends, but as is typical with adulthood, its hard to meet up with them alot because of work and life getting in the way. I certainly enjoy and cherish the little time we spend together, but I can't help but want more. 

About myself, I have a decent enough job. A side job that keeps me busy on some infrequent nights. Physically Im fairly fit, as I surf quite alot. I play music, as well as the occasional video game. I like alot, and love to learn of others' interests as well. I'm not the girliest person, but I'm taking the time to learn about that "kind of stuff," like fashion and makeup. Im not centering my world around it, but learning in case I need to know in the future.

These feelings spark up way more frequently now, than they ever have before. Maybe its seeing friends getting married every week. Maybe its that whole biological clock thing. Maybe its the feeling that when people know about it, they look at me like Im some fascinating animal, which they jokingly add, "Whats wrong with you?" It may be a joke, but the more I hear it, the more I believe it.
user
I'm lonely, and its killing me. I need your help, before I go full retard and try
assistant
Let me preface by saying that I have a pretty good life. Ive been meaning to post this, but since it seems others have far worst things to say, I felt I may come off self indulgent.

But this year has really gotten the better of me. I'm 25/f, and I've never been in a relationship. And its killing me! I can probably count on one hand the amount of dates I've been on in my entire life. I feel so damn invisible (except to the fucktards who harrass me on the street). I wish I had the confidence to go up to someone and ask for their number, but I have no successes to draw that confidence off of. I'm seriously working on it, but its a slooooow process. 

Now I have some great friends, but as is typical with adulthood, its hard to meet up with them alot because of work and life getting in the way. I certainly enjoy and cherish the little time we spend together, but I can't help but want more. 

About myself, I have a decent enough job. A side job that keeps me busy on some infrequent nights. Physically Im fairly fit, as I surf quite alot. I play music, as well as the occasional video game. I like alot, and love to learn of others' interests as well. I'm not the girliest person, but I'm taking the time to learn about that "kind of stuff," like fashion and makeup. Im not centering my world around it, but learning in case I need to know in the future.

These feelings spark up way more frequently now, than they ever have before. Maybe its seeing friends getting married every week. Maybe its that whole biological clock thing. Maybe its the feeling that when people know about it, they look at me like Im some fascinating animal, which they jokingly add, "Whats wrong with you?" It may be a joke, but the more I hear it, the more I believe it.
user
Like many posting before me, I'm just lonely and needed and outlet to get this of my
assistant