so i am 20 years old cannot stop thinking about this girl . but i havent seen here for over 4 years now. i even dreamed of here last night(wtf). i went to school with her, at that time i already liked her and thinking back the signs where there she liked me to and I feel so stupid not pickin up those signs back then!
but i am not a guy who steps up to a women easily and say i like her, sure i can talk to women but i find it very hard to talk about my feelings( i do not want to bother other poeple with it, and it feels really uncomfortable for me). 
I can push those thoughts away, but 2 weeks ago i bumped into an old friend who was also on that school and we talked about some stuff and who she still speakes to and than came  up the name of that girl and now the thoughts are back.
She lives a totaly different life than me, she has alot of friends (her facebook page says she is still single). I have no job at the moment. And therefore do not see much people at the moment , i am not the guy who goes to clubs alot and my friend love to go to those kind of places. I do not know where she goes on friday and saturday nights(that would've made it alot easier).
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so i am 20 years old cannot stop thinking about this girl . but i havent seen here for over 4 years now. i even dreamed of here last night(wtf). i went to school with her, at that time i already liked her and thinking back the signs where there she liked me to and I feel so stupid not pickin up those signs back then!
but i am not a guy who steps up to a women easily and say i like her, sure i can talk to women but i find it very hard to talk about my feelings( i do not want to bother other poeple with it, and it feels really uncomfortable for me). 
I can push those thoughts away, but 2 weeks ago i bumped into an old friend who was also on that school and we talked about some stuff and who she still speakes to and than came  up the name of that girl and now the thoughts are back.
She lives a totaly different life than me, she has alot of friends (her facebook page says she is still single). I have no job at the moment. And therefore do not see much people at the moment , i am not the guy who goes to clubs alot and my friend love to go to those kind of places. I do not know where she goes on friday and saturday nights(that would've made it alot easier).
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the signals were
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