so I was engaged to this guy for about a year, and when he started hitting me i didn't really have friends or anyone to turn to.  I finally mustered up the courage to leave when he choked me until i blacked out.  When i left him i moved into a different town where i tried to have relationships, but every time i started feeling something for them i would hurt them in someway or another and then leave.  Of course i didn't realize that was what i was doing at the time.  
Then my best friend raped me, So i moved again. That was two years ago.  last year i got pregnant by mistake, and was forced to get an abortion because I've developed a psychogenic seizure disorder. Basically the baby would've be born a little shaky.  then I fell madly in love with an amazing guy who i have of course already cheated on with someone else.  I know I'm going to lose him, so I'm not asking for advice on that.  I just need some advice on how to keep myself together a little better.  I'm already going to therapy, but some everyday tips would be lovely.
user
abused, raped,
assistant
so I was engaged to this guy for about a year, and when he started hitting me i didn't really have friends or anyone to turn to.  I finally mustered up the courage to leave when he choked me until i blacked out.  When i left him i moved into a different town where i tried to have relationships, but every time i started feeling something for them i would hurt them in someway or another and then leave.  Of course i didn't realize that was what i was doing at the time.  
Then my best friend raped me, So i moved again. That was two years ago.  last year i got pregnant by mistake, and was forced to get an abortion because I've developed a psychogenic seizure disorder. Basically the baby would've be born a little shaky.  then I fell madly in love with an amazing guy who i have of course already cheated on with someone else.  I know I'm going to lose him, so I'm not asking for advice on that.  I just need some advice on how to keep myself together a little better.  I'm already going to therapy, but some everyday tips would be lovely.
user
I'm an
assistant