Me and Girlfriend have been involved for 2 years now, and have been very involved and for the majority very happy spending our time together. 

In March however, with stress from university and confusion about what i truly could cope with i broke up with her. For me this was the biggest mistake i ever made, and she knows that and so do i. To cut a long story short, after 3 months we finally got back together and have been great. Apart from one thing, I read her messages and I dont seem to be able to stop..

I know i shouldnt yet i do, and it genuinely isnt that i dont trust her! because i whole heartedly do, i can swear on that. However, i still find myself taking the opportunity occasuionally. Nearly every time i have done i have been caught (as i am very sloppy with covering my tracks and she is too clever for me). She has said that she isnt going to break up with me, and she is just going to change her passwords (which i think is a great idea). 

Basically, I'm a very insecure person on the interior and I KNOW that this cant carry on as it is causing me to check her messages.i need to be proactive. Any suggestions on how to feel better about myself and not doubt that im enough anymore?
user
I find myself checking up on gf messages, despite fully trusting her. Im an insecure male who
assistant
Me and Girlfriend have been involved for 2 years now, and have been very involved and for the majority very happy spending our time together. 

In March however, with stress from university and confusion about what i truly could cope with i broke up with her. For me this was the biggest mistake i ever made, and she knows that and so do i. To cut a long story short, after 3 months we finally got back together and have been great. Apart from one thing, I read her messages and I dont seem to be able to stop..

I know i shouldnt yet i do, and it genuinely isnt that i dont trust her! because i whole heartedly do, i can swear on that. However, i still find myself taking the opportunity occasuionally. Nearly every time i have done i have been caught (as i am very sloppy with covering my tracks and she is too clever for me). She has said that she isnt going to break up with me, and she is just going to change her passwords (which i think is a great idea). 

Basically, I'm a very insecure person on the interior and I KNOW that this cant carry on as it is causing me to check her messages.i need to be proactive. Any suggestions on how to feel better about myself and not doubt that im enough anymore?
user
broke up with gf, now my attention span is gone and i dont trust her. Any suggestions
assistant