Just looking for advice on what I should do

**Backstory:** we dated for two and a half years. Saw each other everyday, the whole shebang. Ended things because I wasn't happy anymore/couldn't stand being with her. I fucked up by not telling her I went to a music event, but at the time I didn't care. 

Some red flags that occurred during our relationship 

* Most of my friends and sister hated her (they saw something I didn't")
* I stonewalled a lot during the arguments (becoming emotionally flooded such that you stop responding to your partner, you just shut down and refuse to talk)

* Worst of all she never apologized or took responsibility for her bad behavior.

But the thing is, I find her incredible sexy. Like my perfect 10, sexy. I craved her. Regardless I ennded things and we stopped talking. 

**5 months** go by and we start talking again, and the sparks still there. We end up having sex, It was inevitable I know. She told me she still loves me and none of the guys she went on dates with at the time were comparable to me. Also the fact that I'm the only guy that can get her off.

She told me she's holding back because we aren't "official" yet she gets upset when I'm talking to other girls. I'll admit, I'd be pretty heated if she's talking I other guys so I can see where she's coming from. 

I don't know, reddit. I want to pick up where we left off, but I know I don't want to go down the same route again. I'll always have feeling for her, ya know? She was my best friend.
What are your thoughts?
user
For those that have ended up dating/talking to your ex again, what happened ad how'd it go? I dated my best friend for 2+ years, we broke up and started talking again. I care so much about this girl I don't want her out of my life, yet
assistant
Just looking for advice on what I should do

**Backstory:** we dated for two and a half years. Saw each other everyday, the whole shebang. Ended things because I wasn't happy anymore/couldn't stand being with her. I fucked up by not telling her I went to a music event, but at the time I didn't care. 

Some red flags that occurred during our relationship 

* Most of my friends and sister hated her (they saw something I didn't")
* I stonewalled a lot during the arguments (becoming emotionally flooded such that you stop responding to your partner, you just shut down and refuse to talk)

* Worst of all she never apologized or took responsibility for her bad behavior.

But the thing is, I find her incredible sexy. Like my perfect 10, sexy. I craved her. Regardless I ennded things and we stopped talking. 

**5 months** go by and we start talking again, and the sparks still there. We end up having sex, It was inevitable I know. She told me she still loves me and none of the guys she went on dates with at the time were comparable to me. Also the fact that I'm the only guy that can get her off.

She told me she's holding back because we aren't "official" yet she gets upset when I'm talking to other girls. I'll admit, I'd be pretty heated if she's talking I other guys so I can see where she's coming from. 

I don't know, reddit. I want to pick up where we left off, but I know I don't want to go down the same route again. I'll always have feeling for her, ya know? She was my best friend.
What are your thoughts?
user
I fucked up, and I'm trying to pick up the pieces. She still loves me. I still want to be with her.
assistant