So. This guy is the one, I've been in love with him ever since I saw him 6 years ago.The last two we've had a rather strange relationship - the first few months we were together non-stop(like,literally, days without separating). Then , we started breaking up(and during one of those brake-ups i slept with my ex,only to understand that I feel no satisfaction when sleeping with other man than him). After this period we split up for two months, then we got back together and ever since all we do is have sex two times a month.We communicate a lot, we call each other. When I ask if it's a serious thing that we're having, he never answers. 
I understand that he has trust issues, I also understand that I've hurt him. One more drawback is that he has different plans for our future(since he's older than me). 
He doesn't want to go out in public with me anymore. He says he has no time, but almost every time I call , I catch him hangin' out with some friends at a bar or somewhere else. Also.I've never met his buddies, not once. 
So basically, I'm wondering how I should proceed and what I should do. I love him, I cannot move on without him.
user
After 2yrs He only sees me
assistant
So. This guy is the one, I've been in love with him ever since I saw him 6 years ago.The last two we've had a rather strange relationship - the first few months we were together non-stop(like,literally, days without separating). Then , we started breaking up(and during one of those brake-ups i slept with my ex,only to understand that I feel no satisfaction when sleeping with other man than him). After this period we split up for two months, then we got back together and ever since all we do is have sex two times a month.We communicate a lot, we call each other. When I ask if it's a serious thing that we're having, he never answers. 
I understand that he has trust issues, I also understand that I've hurt him. One more drawback is that he has different plans for our future(since he's older than me). 
He doesn't want to go out in public with me anymore. He says he has no time, but almost every time I call , I catch him hangin' out with some friends at a bar or somewhere else. Also.I've never met his buddies, not once. 
So basically, I'm wondering how I should proceed and what I should do. I love him, I cannot move on without him.
user
In love with boyfriend, but can't
assistant