So this has been building up a while, especially after starting a new job and living in a situation where I cannot enjoy myself at home anymore. I have no one I can regularly hang out with during weekdays, so it only leaves the weekend to be with people. Which eventually ends up being a long string of rejections to hanging out and spending time with people (not all entirely their fault, I'm terrible at planning events and often a bad host when I do get something together).

So I figured.. F 'em. I'll go out on my own and try to meet people to have fun with. So while I have managed to get this far, after meeting new people and somewhat enjoying myself, I promptly return to a state of self loathing and loneliness the moment I walk away at the end. This is making my weeks hell to get through and affecting my attitude at work.

Pretty sure a very bad diet isn't helping my mood at all but I'm stuck for things I can do to help myself turn this downward spiral around.

(Note: Living in a country where I don't speak the native language.)
user
I'm so lonely I can't even have fun anymore. What can I do to get myself
assistant
So this has been building up a while, especially after starting a new job and living in a situation where I cannot enjoy myself at home anymore. I have no one I can regularly hang out with during weekdays, so it only leaves the weekend to be with people. Which eventually ends up being a long string of rejections to hanging out and spending time with people (not all entirely their fault, I'm terrible at planning events and often a bad host when I do get something together).

So I figured.. F 'em. I'll go out on my own and try to meet people to have fun with. So while I have managed to get this far, after meeting new people and somewhat enjoying myself, I promptly return to a state of self loathing and loneliness the moment I walk away at the end. This is making my weeks hell to get through and affecting my attitude at work.

Pretty sure a very bad diet isn't helping my mood at all but I'm stuck for things I can do to help myself turn this downward spiral around.

(Note: Living in a country where I don't speak the native language.)
user
It's not impossible to be lonely in a meaningful way, but it's extremely difficult to make
assistant