I havr never had a proper relationship with a girl before and when my friend told me about her I was overjoyed now I am just scared

I have never met this girl and she is saying that she wants me forever and has come up with Ideas of what we are going to do when we live together. 

Some other background is that she has been hurt by men in the past and she also has a fear of blood and knives, and I have a history of self harm and cutting. 

I didn't have it in me to disagree with her as I didn't want to hurt her. I have never met her and she is saying she loves me and wants to stay with me forever.

What do I do?
user
I havr never had a relationship before with a girl and I am scared. I have never met her. I want
assistant
I havr never had a proper relationship with a girl before and when my friend told me about her I was overjoyed now I am just scared

I have never met this girl and she is saying that she wants me forever and has come up with Ideas of what we are going to do when we live together. 

Some other background is that she has been hurt by men in the past and she also has a fear of blood and knives, and I have a history of self harm and cutting. 

I didn't have it in me to disagree with her as I didn't want to hurt her. I have never met her and she is saying she loves me and wants to stay with me forever.

What do I do?
user
girl is coming on to me and I have a history of self harm and don't know how to handle it
assistant