She is my first love. Everything happened very quickly and it seemed like a dream very shortly after we started dating I cheated on her, and we took a week long break. During this time I had to decide between 4 girls who all liked me. 

I fixed things with her, and things went well. She was a 25 minute drive away and neither of us could drive which with my un-supportive parents complicated things, but we managed to see each other once or twice a week.

 The time we spent together we couldn't get enough- we quickly became most of each other's first's. Now I know we were young, but we were definitely in love despite people telling me it was impossible the emotion was just as real as adults. 

Over the 18 months we dated we became what seemed like the perfect couple always happy doing anything we could together. Then on September 17, 2014 unexpectedly I get a text at work from her saying she needed a break that she still loved me, but needed some time. She was very vague she promised we would still see each other, and talk, and that things would be okay. 

None of this happened we never really talked again Though i tried once maybe two three months later, and it was clear she didn't want to talk. It still haunts me every night she moved on, but I can't i'm still heartbroken I compare every girl to her, and know ill never have that same kind of love back. I wish I could explain better I've tried to find the words for months, but I just have no words to describe the pure emotions we had for each other. I haven't been able to let any of a plethora of different girls who have tried to have a chance in. I haven't gone on a date since, haven't kissed anyone just nothing since and I don't want anyone but her. I can't figure out how to move on and I need help. I attend the #1 high school in my state since the breakup i've become depressed flunked all my classes got kicked out lost motivation, and it needs to change please help reddit.
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My first love left me for
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She is my first love. Everything happened very quickly and it seemed like a dream very shortly after we started dating I cheated on her, and we took a week long break. During this time I had to decide between 4 girls who all liked me. 

I fixed things with her, and things went well. She was a 25 minute drive away and neither of us could drive which with my un-supportive parents complicated things, but we managed to see each other once or twice a week.

 The time we spent together we couldn't get enough- we quickly became most of each other's first's. Now I know we were young, but we were definitely in love despite people telling me it was impossible the emotion was just as real as adults. 

Over the 18 months we dated we became what seemed like the perfect couple always happy doing anything we could together. Then on September 17, 2014 unexpectedly I get a text at work from her saying she needed a break that she still loved me, but needed some time. She was very vague she promised we would still see each other, and talk, and that things would be okay. 

None of this happened we never really talked again Though i tried once maybe two three months later, and it was clear she didn't want to talk. It still haunts me every night she moved on, but I can't i'm still heartbroken I compare every girl to her, and know ill never have that same kind of love back. I wish I could explain better I've tried to find the words for months, but I just have no words to describe the pure emotions we had for each other. I haven't been able to let any of a plethora of different girls who have tried to have a chance in. I haven't gone on a date since, haven't kissed anyone just nothing since and I don't want anyone but her. I can't figure out how to move on and I need help. I attend the #1 high school in my state since the breakup i've become depressed flunked all my classes got kicked out lost motivation, and it needs to change please help reddit.
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I lost my first love, don't
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