As the title says, we're getting really close and everything points towards a relationship, which is the best thing that could happen to me, I've had a crush on her since we first met (2 and a half years ago). Back then, and until a few weeks ago, she had a boyfriend. He was an a-hole, didn't really care for her, didn't want to study/work, and I always supported her. Now their relationship is over, she admitted she had feelings for me for some time. She always knew of my crush. I kept saying that I knew she was the one (and I still think the same, 2 years later) and that I'd wait, no matter what.

Back to the present, now that we're starting to date and flirt a bit, I feel a huge pressure not to fuck things up with her. Both of us have a disability (similar, and her situation is worse than mine atm), so trust and self-confidence issues (like when we're texting and she suddenly stops answering or she says she doesn't mind that we do this/go there and that's not true) aren't rare. This is what I'm afraid the most. I don't want to lose her to this. I feel she's the one I want for the rest of my life. How can I work this, Reddit?
user
A crush on my best friend is getting serious, I'm afraid I'll fuck it up by making her feel insecure.
assistant
As the title says, we're getting really close and everything points towards a relationship, which is the best thing that could happen to me, I've had a crush on her since we first met (2 and a half years ago). Back then, and until a few weeks ago, she had a boyfriend. He was an a-hole, didn't really care for her, didn't want to study/work, and I always supported her. Now their relationship is over, she admitted she had feelings for me for some time. She always knew of my crush. I kept saying that I knew she was the one (and I still think the same, 2 years later) and that I'd wait, no matter what.

Back to the present, now that we're starting to date and flirt a bit, I feel a huge pressure not to fuck things up with her. Both of us have a disability (similar, and her situation is worse than mine atm), so trust and self-confidence issues (like when we're texting and she suddenly stops answering or she says she doesn't mind that we do this/go there and that's not true) aren't rare. This is what I'm afraid the most. I don't want to lose her to this. I feel she's the one I want for the rest of my life. How can I work this, Reddit?
user
I'm an idiot, I keep thinking she'll change her mind, she hasn't, I'm afraid of losing the girl of my dreams
assistant