I just posted a little bit ago about the relationship problem I have, but turns out, I realize it's an internal problem I have. So here's random things I do- 

Girlfriend goes to a concert, so I say I'm gonna go gamble (she doesn't like when I go, so I don't). So I ended up saying I was going to just go to a movie. 

I'm extremely jealous. And she is too. My jealousy though made her jealousy worse. We'd make our instagrams private. Then after our last breakup she made it public. I didn't know that. Just realized that today. So I made mine public and added hashtags and shared it to my twitter so the girls on there would click on it and then possibly like it on Instagram.

I want to control the relationship. I want to be able to keep her by my side and not have any external people get into the relationship so that I'm her "everything". My anxiety goes through the roof. I say the wrong things all the time. 

But whenever things are good, and no other guys or anything is in the picture, I'm all sunshine. But when it's barely negative, I mess it up more than it should be. 

I try to get even with everything. If she changed a profile pic, I would too. I'd make negative tweets. I'd retweet sad tweets. The thing is, I was the same way in my last relationship. However, there was a 2 year gap in between relationships. But yet I turn out to be the same way. I don't understand what is going on. I need some advice or something. I'm just lost.
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I'm lost. I'm 21 and act like I'm 11. I have internal demons that I
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I just posted a little bit ago about the relationship problem I have, but turns out, I realize it's an internal problem I have. So here's random things I do- 

Girlfriend goes to a concert, so I say I'm gonna go gamble (she doesn't like when I go, so I don't). So I ended up saying I was going to just go to a movie. 

I'm extremely jealous. And she is too. My jealousy though made her jealousy worse. We'd make our instagrams private. Then after our last breakup she made it public. I didn't know that. Just realized that today. So I made mine public and added hashtags and shared it to my twitter so the girls on there would click on it and then possibly like it on Instagram.

I want to control the relationship. I want to be able to keep her by my side and not have any external people get into the relationship so that I'm her "everything". My anxiety goes through the roof. I say the wrong things all the time. 

But whenever things are good, and no other guys or anything is in the picture, I'm all sunshine. But when it's barely negative, I mess it up more than it should be. 

I try to get even with everything. If she changed a profile pic, I would too. I'd make negative tweets. I'd retweet sad tweets. The thing is, I was the same way in my last relationship. However, there was a 2 year gap in between relationships. But yet I turn out to be the same way. I don't understand what is going on. I need some advice or something. I'm just lost.
user
I'm jealous a lot, and my jealousy make her jealous. I make it public on
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