**Edited and pasted from another place** Sorry^(I am desperate)

Although this is going to be counterproductive I may have to be slightly vague as getting identified could really throw me in an even worse position. 
* Currently 2X. Studying, due to circumstances this is important and dropping out is not an option.
* Not even close to an average level academic,but aiming for a "higher education" was a required rapacity.
* To stay on par with the regular requirements I had to drop every hobby I had and devote 93~ish % of my time studying and revising.
* I do not have friends and family I can talk to, constantly lying to keep the fire off my tail.
* Not in a position where I can allow myself to be identified as a "problem individual", asking for help in person is out of the question.
* REALLY sick of living a life that keeps drawing the short end of the straw, but I still want to bleed for a better tomorrow, I know it is not going to get better otherwise.

The stress has been building up, with the lack of an outlet I just grit my teeth and carry on as best as I can, do not really have much of an alternative. I think I am reaching my limit, in recent years with the rising difficulty curve I had periods of time where I just space out for minutes or sometimes hours and the next thing I notice is that I "hurt/is hurting myself". With everything already hectic enough I just ignored it at first. But recently it is getting to the point of interfering with my daily obligations. 
So my question is: "How can I take the edge off?" 
I understand well that I will crash sooner rather than later if I just pushed on as I am right now. I need something to let me at the very least catch a breather every now and then. Something I can just pull out 5-15 minutes a day to do, while not sacrificing time needed for the daily routine.
user
Need to get over the stress
assistant
**Edited and pasted from another place** Sorry^(I am desperate)

Although this is going to be counterproductive I may have to be slightly vague as getting identified could really throw me in an even worse position. 
* Currently 2X. Studying, due to circumstances this is important and dropping out is not an option.
* Not even close to an average level academic,but aiming for a "higher education" was a required rapacity.
* To stay on par with the regular requirements I had to drop every hobby I had and devote 93~ish % of my time studying and revising.
* I do not have friends and family I can talk to, constantly lying to keep the fire off my tail.
* Not in a position where I can allow myself to be identified as a "problem individual", asking for help in person is out of the question.
* REALLY sick of living a life that keeps drawing the short end of the straw, but I still want to bleed for a better tomorrow, I know it is not going to get better otherwise.

The stress has been building up, with the lack of an outlet I just grit my teeth and carry on as best as I can, do not really have much of an alternative. I think I am reaching my limit, in recent years with the rising difficulty curve I had periods of time where I just space out for minutes or sometimes hours and the next thing I notice is that I "hurt/is hurting myself". With everything already hectic enough I just ignored it at first. But recently it is getting to the point of interfering with my daily obligations. 
So my question is: "How can I take the edge off?" 
I understand well that I will crash sooner rather than later if I just pushed on as I am right now. I need something to let me at the very least catch a breather every now and then. Something I can just pull out 5-15 minutes a day to do, while not sacrificing time needed for the daily routine.
user
I'm banging my head against the
assistant