So before you all call me an idiot for something so simple let's get some background. Throughout my teenage years I was an emotionally displaced guy. I received therapy to help with my issues which helped me enormously to branch out and become a better person. Junior year of high school was really the turning point but that's irrelevant I suppose. Long story short I still have a lot of trouble making emotional connections with people. 

Jump forward a little and I'm dating this awesome chick who I've had a crush on for years. We get into the same college which was my first choice and her second so we took the plunge and went away to college together. 

It's been almost a year now and it's clearly a serious relationship. We've been apartment shopping and making plans for the future and things are great.

I love her, I know I love her. She's everything I want right now and as time goes by she's becoming everything i want in the long term. There is nothing I wouldn't do for her and she for me. There's just one problem I just can't seem to tell her. Every time I try I get cold and sweaty and start to panic and i just can't get it out. She's said that she loves me and I want nothing more than to return that gesture but I just can't make the words come out without losing my shit.
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have trouble with emotional connections, dating girlfriend of almost
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So before you all call me an idiot for something so simple let's get some background. Throughout my teenage years I was an emotionally displaced guy. I received therapy to help with my issues which helped me enormously to branch out and become a better person. Junior year of high school was really the turning point but that's irrelevant I suppose. Long story short I still have a lot of trouble making emotional connections with people. 

Jump forward a little and I'm dating this awesome chick who I've had a crush on for years. We get into the same college which was my first choice and her second so we took the plunge and went away to college together. 

It's been almost a year now and it's clearly a serious relationship. We've been apartment shopping and making plans for the future and things are great.

I love her, I know I love her. She's everything I want right now and as time goes by she's becoming everything i want in the long term. There is nothing I wouldn't do for her and she for me. There's just one problem I just can't seem to tell her. Every time I try I get cold and sweaty and start to panic and i just can't get it out. She's said that she loves me and I want nothing more than to return that gesture but I just can't make the words come out without losing my shit.
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love my girlfriend but can't seem to tell her
assistant