I really cared for my ex whom was severely depressed. We fought a lot over everything, to stay together, to be there for her, etc. I admit i made my mistakes, but when i finally felt like we reached a period for positive growth, she flipped 180. She treated me horribly and left me feeling terribly insecure promising me shed make it up to me. Despite that, i understood her need to be with friends that she rarely sees, but that entailed traveling /getting drunk with her ex or being with a group of guys shes never met to be with her best friend. None the less, i wanted her to go and relax, to have fun even if it it made me feel insecure. 

To be brief i couldnt stand feeling so insecure, i didnt feel like she cared for me, that she cared i saw her four times a week, tried to make her week more exciting. I felt that she just wanted attention and didnt matter who it came from; while i genuinely cared for her well being and needs. 

Ive tried different ways to approach this. I wanted to forget her, block her from my mind, or make my self angry with her and hate her. But i dont know if i do. I just want to stop thinking about this and move on. 

I want to say i dont care, but it obviously still bites at me nearly three months since i told her i cant be by herside anymore while she made me feel that way. 

How do i get over this?
user
Ex treated me like shit, i still
assistant
I really cared for my ex whom was severely depressed. We fought a lot over everything, to stay together, to be there for her, etc. I admit i made my mistakes, but when i finally felt like we reached a period for positive growth, she flipped 180. She treated me horribly and left me feeling terribly insecure promising me shed make it up to me. Despite that, i understood her need to be with friends that she rarely sees, but that entailed traveling /getting drunk with her ex or being with a group of guys shes never met to be with her best friend. None the less, i wanted her to go and relax, to have fun even if it it made me feel insecure. 

To be brief i couldnt stand feeling so insecure, i didnt feel like she cared for me, that she cared i saw her four times a week, tried to make her week more exciting. I felt that she just wanted attention and didnt matter who it came from; while i genuinely cared for her well being and needs. 

Ive tried different ways to approach this. I wanted to forget her, block her from my mind, or make my self angry with her and hate her. But i dont know if i do. I just want to stop thinking about this and move on. 

I want to say i dont care, but it obviously still bites at me nearly three months since i told her i cant be by herside anymore while she made me feel that way. 

How do i get over this?
user
Ex left me, i want to get
assistant