Bit of backstory:
I moved house about 9 months ago. Since my dad was completely incapable and dying at the time (he passed away in December) and my older brother lives in the U.S, I had no help - apart from the next door neighbour, whose SO and two kids were in Wales for the weekend on a trip. The whole time he was helping me stuff around, he was throwing subtle (I picked up on them right away though) flirty remarks.

We wound up fucking on the living room couch, did it again in my bed, and slept together after we were done doing up my house. This has continued while his kids are at school and his fiance are at work. I honestly feel disgusted with myself for continuing our affair, but I can't break it off with him. I'm currently 8 months pregnant and there's no way its NOT his child - he's the only man I've slept with in the past 2 years.

The other day (Tuesday) he told me that he loves me during an after-sex cuddle, and then said we should run away together. I let it slide. Since then its had me panicking - I think I'm in love with this man. This man who would want to run away from a woman he's engaged to and his own children. What the fuck happens when our baby is born? Does he run away from her and me a few years later to be with some other woman? I need some advice, reddit. I have nowhere else to go to for it :/

I feel like such a fucking idiot.
user
having an affair with married man, having a baby soon and dont know how to proceed/expect him to run away from me when our child is born
assistant
Bit of backstory:
I moved house about 9 months ago. Since my dad was completely incapable and dying at the time (he passed away in December) and my older brother lives in the U.S, I had no help - apart from the next door neighbour, whose SO and two kids were in Wales for the weekend on a trip. The whole time he was helping me stuff around, he was throwing subtle (I picked up on them right away though) flirty remarks.

We wound up fucking on the living room couch, did it again in my bed, and slept together after we were done doing up my house. This has continued while his kids are at school and his fiance are at work. I honestly feel disgusted with myself for continuing our affair, but I can't break it off with him. I'm currently 8 months pregnant and there's no way its NOT his child - he's the only man I've slept with in the past 2 years.

The other day (Tuesday) he told me that he loves me during an after-sex cuddle, and then said we should run away together. I let it slide. Since then its had me panicking - I think I'm in love with this man. This man who would want to run away from a woman he's engaged to and his own children. What the fuck happens when our baby is born? Does he run away from her and me a few years later to be with some other woman? I need some advice, reddit. I have nowhere else to go to for it :/

I feel like such a fucking idiot.
user
Having an affair with a married man; worried it could cause problems once I have a child; need some advice on whether I should continue our affair or stop it
assistant