A bit of a drastic title, but i really need some help.
I live in Brazil and dated this person for 2,5 years. In this period of time i really took her for granted. I was clearly the dominant part in the relationship and I felt like she loved more than i loved her.
Anyway, i went to study in europe, and we broke up since it was being really hard for her to handle being so far away from me, and when that happened i didnt care that much, i was having a good time in my interchange.
This was around march of last year.

 By the time of June i found out that she was dating another guy and that really broke my heart. In that moment i discovered how much i loved her.
Since then i kept thinking about her every single day. When i came back (february this year) i called her so we could talk.

We spent a morning together, and after a lot of talking ( by the way, she is a emotive person so there was a lot of crying in this day) she said that she still loves me but a lot happened, the guy was important somehow and the situation wasnt as simple as just coming back to me.

Anyway, i dont think that now is the time for me to be in a relationship, and though i miss her a lot, i think that i need to focus in me before commiting to something bigger.

So, the problem is: 
I said that i am cursed because i simple cant forget her. And it drains me. I keep thinking about her and keep thinking about how she said that in the end we will be together. Its been very hard to me to like other girls, nobody is enough.
I need to get rid of this thoughts, i want to end this so badly, but there is not a single day that i dont think about her.

I am not sure if i was very clear, but i apreciate any kind of help, thank you!
user
Its been more than a year and i still think about my ex daily. How
assistant
A bit of a drastic title, but i really need some help.
I live in Brazil and dated this person for 2,5 years. In this period of time i really took her for granted. I was clearly the dominant part in the relationship and I felt like she loved more than i loved her.
Anyway, i went to study in europe, and we broke up since it was being really hard for her to handle being so far away from me, and when that happened i didnt care that much, i was having a good time in my interchange.
This was around march of last year.

 By the time of June i found out that she was dating another guy and that really broke my heart. In that moment i discovered how much i loved her.
Since then i kept thinking about her every single day. When i came back (february this year) i called her so we could talk.

We spent a morning together, and after a lot of talking ( by the way, she is a emotive person so there was a lot of crying in this day) she said that she still loves me but a lot happened, the guy was important somehow and the situation wasnt as simple as just coming back to me.

Anyway, i dont think that now is the time for me to be in a relationship, and though i miss her a lot, i think that i need to focus in me before commiting to something bigger.

So, the problem is: 
I said that i am cursed because i simple cant forget her. And it drains me. I keep thinking about her and keep thinking about how she said that in the end we will be together. Its been very hard to me to like other girls, nobody is enough.
I need to get rid of this thoughts, i want to end this so badly, but there is not a single day that i dont think about her.

I am not sure if i was very clear, but i apreciate any kind of help, thank you!
user
ex girlfriend broke up with me because she lost interest in me, i feel like
assistant