So I'm not sure where to start. Me and this girl started talking around when I was still in HS. I'm 21 now. It was a long distance relationship. When we started talking, I never took further steps into make it a relationship because of the distance, but she had faith that we can make it work. Eventually, after months, I talked to other girls etc. forgot them and she was still there. 

I fell in love with her and we were in love. We got closer and closer, she got to know my family as I got to know hers. We were slow but steady. We got very close. She was the girl that knew absolutely everything about me. I would make trips frequently to visit her. We had great times together. 

The beginning of last summer, May 2014, she broke up with me while I was on a trip with my family in Europe. The problem is idk exactly why. She says she "wants to focus on school," but we're in a long distance relationship. I didn't talk to her all day, we would do what we need to do. She also said that "half of her wants to leave and half doesn't" I told her if half of you wants to leave, all of you wants to leave. 

I texted her a week later, saying that I miss her etc. and she's still was firm. She pulled the "I think this is what's best for us.." bullshit. We haven't talked ever since. It's been 5 months now and I'm still not 100% over her. I think about her almost everyday. I stop myself from texting her. I think I need closure, but I'm just not sure. I feel like that chapter in my life was left open on the last page and hasn't been closed. She told one of my friend's friend that she felt regretful. I thought she would have contacted me by now but nothing.

I usually get over girls after a couple months, few months etc. but she's still on my mind. Then again, she wasn't a usual girl.
user
It's been 5 months since we broke up and I still think of her everyday. What do I do for closure? Do I text her? Or
assistant
So I'm not sure where to start. Me and this girl started talking around when I was still in HS. I'm 21 now. It was a long distance relationship. When we started talking, I never took further steps into make it a relationship because of the distance, but she had faith that we can make it work. Eventually, after months, I talked to other girls etc. forgot them and she was still there. 

I fell in love with her and we were in love. We got closer and closer, she got to know my family as I got to know hers. We were slow but steady. We got very close. She was the girl that knew absolutely everything about me. I would make trips frequently to visit her. We had great times together. 

The beginning of last summer, May 2014, she broke up with me while I was on a trip with my family in Europe. The problem is idk exactly why. She says she "wants to focus on school," but we're in a long distance relationship. I didn't talk to her all day, we would do what we need to do. She also said that "half of her wants to leave and half doesn't" I told her if half of you wants to leave, all of you wants to leave. 

I texted her a week later, saying that I miss her etc. and she's still was firm. She pulled the "I think this is what's best for us.." bullshit. We haven't talked ever since. It's been 5 months now and I'm still not 100% over her. I think about her almost everyday. I stop myself from texting her. I think I need closure, but I'm just not sure. I feel like that chapter in my life was left open on the last page and hasn't been closed. She told one of my friend's friend that she felt regretful. I thought she would have contacted me by now but nothing.

I usually get over girls after a couple months, few months etc. but she's still on my mind. Then again, she wasn't a usual girl.
user
4 months ago, broke up with me. 5 months later, still thinking about her.
assistant