She'd been reading a lot of Dan Savage, saying that she thinks that non-monogomy is the way to go.  He says that throughout all of history, men have commonly had affairs while women generally didn't.  Now, it's not acceptable for either gender to have affairs.  Dan Savage argues that rather that it being acceptable for neither gender to have affairs, it should instead be acceptable for both genders to have affairs.

Now, I guess I'm not really here to argue about the efficacy of monogamy and non-monogamy.  I'm just telling you what she told me.

I guess I'm just having a tough time because I feel like our relationship wasn't enough for her not to turn to non-monogamy, you know?  I thought our relationship was going great, and every sign seemed to indicate that she thought the same.  Then, the other day, she just told me that it wasn't working out and said that she wanted to have a non-monogamous relationship, and that she knew that I'd be against the idea.  She was right, I am.  I could never stand the thought of sharing her with anyone else.

It's driving me insane.  I can't stop picturing any of it.  How long did she think, "Man, I'd love to fuck that guy, but I'm with this one."?  I feel like I must not have been enough for her in some way.  I thought we were compatable along the whole spectrum.  We had so much fun.  I had so many more plans for us.  It just all came... out of nowhere.

I know she'd been thinking about it, but I had no idea it was something she actually wanted to practice.  I thought that she just found it interesting.

I can't help but think that it's greedy, it's selfish.  Is it?  Am I rationalizing thing?

I'm sorry.  I'm rambling.  I'm goddamn alone.
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Girlfriend got bored with monogamy and
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She'd been reading a lot of Dan Savage, saying that she thinks that non-monogomy is the way to go.  He says that throughout all of history, men have commonly had affairs while women generally didn't.  Now, it's not acceptable for either gender to have affairs.  Dan Savage argues that rather that it being acceptable for neither gender to have affairs, it should instead be acceptable for both genders to have affairs.

Now, I guess I'm not really here to argue about the efficacy of monogamy and non-monogamy.  I'm just telling you what she told me.

I guess I'm just having a tough time because I feel like our relationship wasn't enough for her not to turn to non-monogamy, you know?  I thought our relationship was going great, and every sign seemed to indicate that she thought the same.  Then, the other day, she just told me that it wasn't working out and said that she wanted to have a non-monogamous relationship, and that she knew that I'd be against the idea.  She was right, I am.  I could never stand the thought of sharing her with anyone else.

It's driving me insane.  I can't stop picturing any of it.  How long did she think, "Man, I'd love to fuck that guy, but I'm with this one."?  I feel like I must not have been enough for her in some way.  I thought we were compatable along the whole spectrum.  We had so much fun.  I had so many more plans for us.  It just all came... out of nowhere.

I know she'd been thinking about it, but I had no idea it was something she actually wanted to practice.  I thought that she just found it interesting.

I can't help but think that it's greedy, it's selfish.  Is it?  Am I rationalizing thing?

I'm sorry.  I'm rambling.  I'm goddamn alone.
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Girlfriend left me because she wanted
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