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My boyfriend[17] and I have been together for about 4 months now, in this short time, we have gotten extremely close. I'm almost 100% comfortable with him, sharing my body and all of my inner feelings. He's a really great guy, he's been so gracious and put in tons of effort from the get go. He always gives me rides when I need them and is very helpful to the best of his ability. Besides those material things, he's very intelligent, loving and open minded. 'I love you's are slowly becoming colloquial for us and I really feel I want to be with him for a long time. There's just this one issue, I'm so neurotic. I'm always thinking up problems in my head that don't exist, it's almost as if sometimes I subconsciously think things are too perfect and want to sabotage my relationship. In my head I think about all the not so great traits he has (limited to him being boring-sometimes and frugal) and other aspects of our relationship and i get angsty and think that I need to break up with him or something. A lot of times, as I said in the title, I think objectively about it and find tons of issues. He doesn't like to hold hands in public or take pictures or go to fancy restaurants or about how our senses of humor are a little mismatched and yada yada yada. These are all such small issues but every time I'm even somewhat irritable they bounce around in my head and break up pops up in big letters. This is my first relationship, and the first time I've been this close with anyone really, I am usually very cynical with most people and push them away but my love for him keeps me from being immature and closed off about my feelings. I just want to stop having doubts, it's upsetting. I love him so much and I know he's perfect for me but my cynicism just won't rest.
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Been with my boyfriend for 4 months, love him
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My boyfriend[17] and I have been together for about 4 months now, in this short time, we have gotten extremely close. I'm almost 100% comfortable with him, sharing my body and all of my inner feelings. He's a really great guy, he's been so gracious and put in tons of effort from the get go. He always gives me rides when I need them and is very helpful to the best of his ability. Besides those material things, he's very intelligent, loving and open minded. 'I love you's are slowly becoming colloquial for us and I really feel I want to be with him for a long time. There's just this one issue, I'm so neurotic. I'm always thinking up problems in my head that don't exist, it's almost as if sometimes I subconsciously think things are too perfect and want to sabotage my relationship. In my head I think about all the not so great traits he has (limited to him being boring-sometimes and frugal) and other aspects of our relationship and i get angsty and think that I need to break up with him or something. A lot of times, as I said in the title, I think objectively about it and find tons of issues. He doesn't like to hold hands in public or take pictures or go to fancy restaurants or about how our senses of humor are a little mismatched and yada yada yada. These are all such small issues but every time I'm even somewhat irritable they bounce around in my head and break up pops up in big letters. This is my first relationship, and the first time I've been this close with anyone really, I am usually very cynical with most people and push them away but my love for him keeps me from being immature and closed off about my feelings. I just want to stop having doubts, it's upsetting. I love him so much and I know he's perfect for me but my cynicism just won't rest.
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Bf is great but I'm problematic and think of
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