About 8-9 months ago I met one of the sweetest and most genuine persons I've ever had the pleasure to speak to. We started dating and eventually got into a serious relationship (as serious as it gets when we're this young). I've loved and appreciated every single part of her but then after a few months I started getting second thoughts: 

- I stopped responding to her texts and only answered after a few hours. Not because I didn't want to but simply because I didn't want to put in the effort. 
- I stopped making sure that we had time to spend together during the week. Got bored when we were actually together since we never did anything. Go to bed, watch a movie, talk about everyday things and stuff. 
- I didn't want to be together more than 1 or maximum 2 times a week because I had more fun stuff to do. I would rather hang out with friends, be social, party, play games or whatever. It just brought me more fun. 

After some time I realized that I wasn't giving her half the attention she deserved, but I didn't know whether to let go or not. At this (early) point in my life I don't know anyone else who I'd rather see as a partner but isn't that too early to say anyways? 

Now that she's gone I'm just starting to miss her company and talking to her, but I also find interest in other women. It frightens me to think about being with a special person for a longer amount of time yet I realize that it would be healthy in some way, especially when she's such a good and caring person. 

So
user
I feel like I'm missing out on something and I know that I was a lucky fucker and
assistant
About 8-9 months ago I met one of the sweetest and most genuine persons I've ever had the pleasure to speak to. We started dating and eventually got into a serious relationship (as serious as it gets when we're this young). I've loved and appreciated every single part of her but then after a few months I started getting second thoughts: 

- I stopped responding to her texts and only answered after a few hours. Not because I didn't want to but simply because I didn't want to put in the effort. 
- I stopped making sure that we had time to spend together during the week. Got bored when we were actually together since we never did anything. Go to bed, watch a movie, talk about everyday things and stuff. 
- I didn't want to be together more than 1 or maximum 2 times a week because I had more fun stuff to do. I would rather hang out with friends, be social, party, play games or whatever. It just brought me more fun. 

After some time I realized that I wasn't giving her half the attention she deserved, but I didn't know whether to let go or not. At this (early) point in my life I don't know anyone else who I'd rather see as a partner but isn't that too early to say anyways? 

Now that she's gone I'm just starting to miss her company and talking to her, but I also find interest in other women. It frightens me to think about being with a special person for a longer amount of time yet I realize that it would be healthy in some way, especially when she's such a good and caring person. 

So
user
In my experience I've found that it's not so important to "like" or "love" someone. It's more important
assistant