My husband and I have been together for the last 7 years, married for 3 and have a 13 month old daughter. We have been struggling with our sex life for about the last 4 years (all other aspects of our relationship are great). He wants it twice a week and I have a hard time getting in the mood a few times a month. He has said many times that a few times a month isn't enough for him. I don't know what to do because doctors have no fix to help me.

When I force myself to let us have sex I hate it and am just waiting for it to be over. Little things (like the feeling of the hair on his legs or being freezing cold) take over in my brain and start to annoy me until I have to stop. When I'm not in the mood I really don't like how sex feels. Sometimes it becomes uncomfortable. I want our sex life to be enjoyable for both of us.

Afterwards I am often left very angry because I am broken and I can't seem to enjoy what everyone else is able to. This anger starts to take over and is affecting how I feel about him overall (not just sexually).

I have looked into seeing a sex therapist but I have not been able to find one that will accept our insurance and we can't afford to spend around $200/hour without insurance. We are seeing a marriage counselor.

Is there any way to increase my sex drive? How can I let him do what he wants without hating him and being constantly angry at myself for not being able to enjoy it?
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Husband has a much higher sex drive then I do and wants me to try to have sex with
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My husband and I have been together for the last 7 years, married for 3 and have a 13 month old daughter. We have been struggling with our sex life for about the last 4 years (all other aspects of our relationship are great). He wants it twice a week and I have a hard time getting in the mood a few times a month. He has said many times that a few times a month isn't enough for him. I don't know what to do because doctors have no fix to help me.

When I force myself to let us have sex I hate it and am just waiting for it to be over. Little things (like the feeling of the hair on his legs or being freezing cold) take over in my brain and start to annoy me until I have to stop. When I'm not in the mood I really don't like how sex feels. Sometimes it becomes uncomfortable. I want our sex life to be enjoyable for both of us.

Afterwards I am often left very angry because I am broken and I can't seem to enjoy what everyone else is able to. This anger starts to take over and is affecting how I feel about him overall (not just sexually).

I have looked into seeing a sex therapist but I have not been able to find one that will accept our insurance and we can't afford to spend around $200/hour without insurance. We are seeing a marriage counselor.

Is there any way to increase my sex drive? How can I let him do what he wants without hating him and being constantly angry at myself for not being able to enjoy it?
user
Husband wants lots of sex even though I am a poor catch. How can I make our relationship better?
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