I met my boyfriend on vacation a few months ago. He is honestly the most beautiful human being I have ever seen and been with. Right now we are in a long distance relationship. 

I've had a lot of issues with myself in this relationship. So far I've found myself jealous and insecure a lot. Part of it is because he's away and I know how good looking he is and part of it is because I have my own self esteem issues. 

I know I am beautiful and smart but I have trouble justifying why he is with me in the first place. I know I need to start being confident, secure and happy now or else I'm just going to push him away. 

I don't know where to start though. I've had a lot of issues in my past and it's nothing I'm ready to share with him. Any tips you can share so I can work on myself so I can be a happier person on the inside and more pleasant to be around?
user
I have self esteem issues and my boyfriend is the most beautiful and intelligent man I've ever met. I need to
assistant
I met my boyfriend on vacation a few months ago. He is honestly the most beautiful human being I have ever seen and been with. Right now we are in a long distance relationship. 

I've had a lot of issues with myself in this relationship. So far I've found myself jealous and insecure a lot. Part of it is because he's away and I know how good looking he is and part of it is because I have my own self esteem issues. 

I know I am beautiful and smart but I have trouble justifying why he is with me in the first place. I know I need to start being confident, secure and happy now or else I'm just going to push him away. 

I don't know where to start though. I've had a lot of issues in my past and it's nothing I'm ready to share with him. Any tips you can share so I can work on myself so I can be a happier person on the inside and more pleasant to be around?
user
I'm having a lot of self esteem issues in my new relationship and need to start becoming a more confident person.
assistant