I know there's probably lots of threads like these, but I'm not quite functioning right now so I hope it's forgiven.  

My boyfriend and I have been dating for 1.5 years. I love him with all my heart, but he's told me too many lies and I think I'm done dealing with it. But I don't know how to break up. He's my best friend, all I can think about is how badly I need him to comfort me and make me feel better like he always does. I don't know if I'll ever find someone who understands me and gets me as much as he does. I'm really fucking weird and he's the only person I feel fully comfortable around. I know break up is the right choice but I feel horrible making it and don't know how to go through with it. I'm terrified.
user
Boyfriend is my best friend and I love him, but I think we are both done. How do I
assistant
I know there's probably lots of threads like these, but I'm not quite functioning right now so I hope it's forgiven.  

My boyfriend and I have been dating for 1.5 years. I love him with all my heart, but he's told me too many lies and I think I'm done dealing with it. But I don't know how to break up. He's my best friend, all I can think about is how badly I need him to comfort me and make me feel better like he always does. I don't know if I'll ever find someone who understands me and gets me as much as he does. I'm really fucking weird and he's the only person I feel fully comfortable around. I know break up is the right choice but I feel horrible making it and don't know how to go through with it. I'm terrified.
user
how do you break up with your best friend and then deal with the pain alone?
assistant