Me and my ex girlfriend off and on agian of ten years broke up and she moved back to California to be with another guy; an old flame. We left on somewhat good terms and were still texting. I still had passwords to some of her accounts and found out when she was going to go visit this guy and got upset. So when I would get drunk I would start sending her belligerent texts. She finally got pissed of and said I was bothering and said she was going to block my number. 

I don't really remember what I was texting her or conversations we had when I was drunk. The text messages where deleted from my Iphone, and I am not sure if I deleted it in my inebriated state or it Just got lost in space. I still want to remain friends or somewhat apologize. Is it going to be a bad Idea to try and reach out and try to make amends?
user
Got drunk and pissed off
assistant
Me and my ex girlfriend off and on agian of ten years broke up and she moved back to California to be with another guy; an old flame. We left on somewhat good terms and were still texting. I still had passwords to some of her accounts and found out when she was going to go visit this guy and got upset. So when I would get drunk I would start sending her belligerent texts. She finally got pissed of and said I was bothering and said she was going to block my number. 

I don't really remember what I was texting her or conversations we had when I was drunk. The text messages where deleted from my Iphone, and I am not sure if I deleted it in my inebriated state or it Just got lost in space. I still want to remain friends or somewhat apologize. Is it going to be a bad Idea to try and reach out and try to make amends?
user
Drunk texting ex girlfriend and
assistant