I've been in plenty of relationships before but this guy I'm with now is the real deal. We haven't been together long (literally a month and a half) but we were best friends before that so we know each other very well. 

My mental health has recently deteriorated big time and now my boyf, who may I add is the most positive, happiest person in the world, is the one who is there for me. I believe he cares and I believe He'll continue to support me but the thought of making him go through it all upsets me and I cant do it to him. I would hate to change the positive happy man I know into a cynical negative person like me. He's too good for that. 

All I want to know is, do you think I should let him go? Even though I know it would kill us both at first, would it be best for him to not go through my shit with me?
user
! Love my boyf, but I'm mentally ill. Is it worth putting him through
assistant
I've been in plenty of relationships before but this guy I'm with now is the real deal. We haven't been together long (literally a month and a half) but we were best friends before that so we know each other very well. 

My mental health has recently deteriorated big time and now my boyf, who may I add is the most positive, happiest person in the world, is the one who is there for me. I believe he cares and I believe He'll continue to support me but the thought of making him go through it all upsets me and I cant do it to him. I would hate to change the positive happy man I know into a cynical negative person like me. He's too good for that. 

All I want to know is, do you think I should let him go? Even though I know it would kill us both at first, would it be best for him to not go through my shit with me?
user
My boyfriend may or may not be the best for me but I want
assistant