Its been a nightmare. he has past verbal abuse from his father. i've always had a temper and just 4 months ago we went to therapy to get down to it. he had enough and i finally admitted i need to better control my anger and emotions. 

he is and has been in the past emotionally unavailable and cold/mean 
and throughout therapy he becomes more and more depressed and confused.

 enter emotional cheating. i find out. he says it was a good thing i found out bc he learned that it was just a fantasy and what he really wants is me. well not true. he still acts like a shitty husband while im doing everything i can to make myself and this marriage better. i finally had enough when he sees her in a semi business semi social setting anyway when he knows im not comfortable with it. i make him make a decision. i cannot live in limbo wondering everytime i come home if this is going to be the day he wants to end things. so he chooses to end things. separate. now what?? i cant stop wanting to talk to him and reach out. i love him and would do anything to save this. please please help
user
finally separated, husband cheated on me with another woman and now i cant stop thinking about
assistant
Its been a nightmare. he has past verbal abuse from his father. i've always had a temper and just 4 months ago we went to therapy to get down to it. he had enough and i finally admitted i need to better control my anger and emotions. 

he is and has been in the past emotionally unavailable and cold/mean 
and throughout therapy he becomes more and more depressed and confused.

 enter emotional cheating. i find out. he says it was a good thing i found out bc he learned that it was just a fantasy and what he really wants is me. well not true. he still acts like a shitty husband while im doing everything i can to make myself and this marriage better. i finally had enough when he sees her in a semi business semi social setting anyway when he knows im not comfortable with it. i make him make a decision. i cannot live in limbo wondering everytime i come home if this is going to be the day he wants to end things. so he chooses to end things. separate. now what?? i cant stop wanting to talk to him and reach out. i love him and would do anything to save this. please please help
user
therapy didnt help we cant live together and now decided to separate. what do i do?
assistant