Basically, all throughout middle school and high school, I did absolutely no homework and barely got my high school diploma. I would lie to my parents about doing it and i was a real asshole. Lucky for me I seem to be pretty intelligent with little to no effort. I would constantly lie to my parents about doing my homework. I was basically a piece of shit scumbag, but I didn't realize what i was doing to myself. 

Then, in my first semester of college, I blew off all of my classes and failed every single one. At this point I was pretty depressed and was actually thinking of suicide. I was confident that I would never do it because the only reason I even thought about would be an easy way out. This is pretty much when i realized what a LAZY PIECE OF SHIT I WAS! Next semester, I got all As and Bs. But i still wasn't really happy with myself as a person. I was still pretty lazy and looked like shit (pimples all over my face and long shitty looking hair). I started exercising and and doing all of my work for a summer class I was taking. I went to work and was so happy, all my co-workers said that I looked really happy and have never looked like that. I then told the girl hat i had liked for about a year that i liked her. I didn't really care what she thought about it, and we aren't together. I just wanted to tell a girl that I liked her (I had never done that before).

This last Sunday I had a relapse into my old ways, I ate like shit, didn't work out, and didn't do any work. But I just ran and now i feel great and happy with myself again. 

So my question is, have you ever had a point in your life where turned it around and actually felt good about yourself for the first time in years?
user
I was about as much of a failure
assistant
Basically, all throughout middle school and high school, I did absolutely no homework and barely got my high school diploma. I would lie to my parents about doing it and i was a real asshole. Lucky for me I seem to be pretty intelligent with little to no effort. I would constantly lie to my parents about doing my homework. I was basically a piece of shit scumbag, but I didn't realize what i was doing to myself. 

Then, in my first semester of college, I blew off all of my classes and failed every single one. At this point I was pretty depressed and was actually thinking of suicide. I was confident that I would never do it because the only reason I even thought about would be an easy way out. This is pretty much when i realized what a LAZY PIECE OF SHIT I WAS! Next semester, I got all As and Bs. But i still wasn't really happy with myself as a person. I was still pretty lazy and looked like shit (pimples all over my face and long shitty looking hair). I started exercising and and doing all of my work for a summer class I was taking. I went to work and was so happy, all my co-workers said that I looked really happy and have never looked like that. I then told the girl hat i had liked for about a year that i liked her. I didn't really care what she thought about it, and we aren't together. I just wanted to tell a girl that I liked her (I had never done that before).

This last Sunday I had a relapse into my old ways, I ate like shit, didn't work out, and didn't do any work. But I just ran and now i feel great and happy with myself again. 

So my question is, have you ever had a point in your life where turned it around and actually felt good about yourself for the first time in years?
user
I was a piece of shit who lied
assistant