It really bothers me that my boyfriend of 1 year has slept with so many women he can't even count. There's a lot of reasons behind why it drives me crazy...I'm admittedly jealous and insecure and feel like I'm competing with all those women. I feel like there's nothing "new" for him to experience with me and it's less "special". 

It's been something I just accepted I may not ever get over maybe partially to my own lack of sexual experience. I have always been in long term relationships so I've only been with a handful of men, and I never really felt the need to sleep around (just raised in a more conservative home growing up). 

He's not worried that I'll ever feel the need to sleep with tons of other men, because he knows how much I love him, and I do. I'm so devoted and in love with him and he knows I'll never stray. I think it's not that I'm curious about what it's like to be with other men...our sex life isn't lacking anything and I don't particularly want to be with anyone else. I think my only reason behind being curious is to "get even" with his number of partners.

I know it sounds stupid and shallow but how do I get past that feeling of being inadequate and thinking the solution is to break up and sleep around? I wouldn't actually DO it but I wonder sometimes.
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It really bothers me that my boyfriend of 1 year has slept with so many women he can't even count. There's a lot of reasons behind why it drives me crazy...I'm admittedly jealous and insecure and feel like I'm competing with all those women. I feel like there's nothing "new" for him to experience with me and it's less "special". 

It's been something I just accepted I may not ever get over maybe partially to my own lack of sexual experience. I have always been in long term relationships so I've only been with a handful of men, and I never really felt the need to sleep around (just raised in a more conservative home growing up). 

He's not worried that I'll ever feel the need to sleep with tons of other men, because he knows how much I love him, and I do. I'm so devoted and in love with him and he knows I'll never stray. I think it's not that I'm curious about what it's like to be with other men...our sex life isn't lacking anything and I don't particularly want to be with anyone else. I think my only reason behind being curious is to "get even" with his number of partners.

I know it sounds stupid and shallow but how do I get past that feeling of being inadequate and thinking the solution is to break up and sleep around? I wouldn't actually DO it but I wonder sometimes.
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