I'm currently in a relationship with a girl who I am on the swim team with. Problem is, it really isn't working out. She never does anything that makes me feel appreciated, she's pretty much a starfish in bed, ect. For example, she asked me to her sorority formal over the weekend, which was to travel to the city and go ice skating, and then ignored me the entire time. When I asked her about it, she just said she didn't have anything to say and then blamed me for not talking to her. I have repeatedly tried to talk to her about these sorts of things, but whenever I do she just shuts down completely and refuses to communicate with me.

Anyways, I feel like she doesn't really care even though she insists she does. I would like to get out of this relationship and try to find someone that cares about me as much as I care about them - but there's a catch. 

First of all, being on the team together, I will have to see her every single day. For multiple hours.

Second, to be perfectly honest I'm not a very confident person. I have a hard time meeting/building relationships, especially with women, so I'm afraid that I will just end up lonely.

I've just reached this point where I don't really know what to do and I could really use some help.
user
I'm on the swim team with a girl and she doesn't care about me at all, I'm afraid to leave for fear of loneliness.
assistant
I'm currently in a relationship with a girl who I am on the swim team with. Problem is, it really isn't working out. She never does anything that makes me feel appreciated, she's pretty much a starfish in bed, ect. For example, she asked me to her sorority formal over the weekend, which was to travel to the city and go ice skating, and then ignored me the entire time. When I asked her about it, she just said she didn't have anything to say and then blamed me for not talking to her. I have repeatedly tried to talk to her about these sorts of things, but whenever I do she just shuts down completely and refuses to communicate with me.

Anyways, I feel like she doesn't really care even though she insists she does. I would like to get out of this relationship and try to find someone that cares about me as much as I care about them - but there's a catch. 

First of all, being on the team together, I will have to see her every single day. For multiple hours.

Second, to be perfectly honest I'm not a very confident person. I have a hard time meeting/building relationships, especially with women, so I'm afraid that I will just end up lonely.

I've just reached this point where I don't really know what to do and I could really use some help.
user
i don't know what to do other than break up with her, if i do i'm likely to feel shitty about myself, and if not I'm probably
assistant