So I went out yesterday and had a bit to drink. I wasn't drunk but I was merry. 

I had been texting my long distance girlfriend who was fantastic and encouraged me just to get some rest as I'd had a long week and was tired. 

I finally fell asleep. I was at my aunts old house, that's when I saw my ex. She is American and her hair was different. She was telling me that the thing with her current guy had ended and she wanted us to get back together. 

What was weird was she had a child. Now she'd had a pregnancy scare while I knew her, during a brief sabbatical between us getting back together for a second time. 

The whole thing freaked me out and I woke up with just a horrible horrible feeling in my stomach. Part of it was missing, part of it was bringing back horrible memories of the abortion she had, part of me felt bad dreaming about someone else when I have a great gf I care about. It's been almost a year since we broke up and a year since we even spoke. 

Can anyone help me - understand it, but also work out how I move forward?
user
I saw my ex in my dream, she
assistant
So I went out yesterday and had a bit to drink. I wasn't drunk but I was merry. 

I had been texting my long distance girlfriend who was fantastic and encouraged me just to get some rest as I'd had a long week and was tired. 

I finally fell asleep. I was at my aunts old house, that's when I saw my ex. She is American and her hair was different. She was telling me that the thing with her current guy had ended and she wanted us to get back together. 

What was weird was she had a child. Now she'd had a pregnancy scare while I knew her, during a brief sabbatical between us getting back together for a second time. 

The whole thing freaked me out and I woke up with just a horrible horrible feeling in my stomach. Part of it was missing, part of it was bringing back horrible memories of the abortion she had, part of me felt bad dreaming about someone else when I have a great gf I care about. It's been almost a year since we broke up and a year since we even spoke. 

Can anyone help me - understand it, but also work out how I move forward?
user
Went out with ex, had a bit too
assistant