So, she is depressed, she self-harms and she is suicidal. For about 9 months I have been trying to pull her out of her depression. I self-harmed in the past too, so I stayed with her knowing that I could help her with the experience that I have.  
  
After about 9 months it turns out she was cheating on me and I found out about quite some lies. I was furious because I didnt understand why she didnt just break up with me. I mean it was a long distance relationship and things were not super between us because she was distant at times.  
  
I lost my first girlfriend to suicide and my ex is just like her. After all she did I still kind of love her and really care about her and I feel like Im the best person she could talk to besides proffesional help and I know her very well.   
  
She explained to me that the reason she didnt break up with me is because she didnt want to loose me as a friend, and that the distance was just not working out which I completely understand.  
  
She needs me, as a friend. Im just not sure anymore if I should forgive her and help her out, or to let her go. Any ideas on how I can work this out between her and me? After I found out about her cheating I said some things which I now really regret, terrible things.  
  
Thank you for reading, whoever you are:)
user
Depressed, self-harming suicidal ex needs my help. Im not sure if I can forgive her after all the cheating and lying. I think im the help that she really needs right now, someone outside of her social group who she can trust but the break
assistant
So, she is depressed, she self-harms and she is suicidal. For about 9 months I have been trying to pull her out of her depression. I self-harmed in the past too, so I stayed with her knowing that I could help her with the experience that I have.  
  
After about 9 months it turns out she was cheating on me and I found out about quite some lies. I was furious because I didnt understand why she didnt just break up with me. I mean it was a long distance relationship and things were not super between us because she was distant at times.  
  
I lost my first girlfriend to suicide and my ex is just like her. After all she did I still kind of love her and really care about her and I feel like Im the best person she could talk to besides proffesional help and I know her very well.   
  
She explained to me that the reason she didnt break up with me is because she didnt want to loose me as a friend, and that the distance was just not working out which I completely understand.  
  
She needs me, as a friend. Im just not sure anymore if I should forgive her and help her out, or to let her go. Any ideas on how I can work this out between her and me? After I found out about her cheating I said some things which I now really regret, terrible things.  
  
Thank you for reading, whoever you are:)
user
My ex cheated on me, I was angry and lost my temper, now I want to forgive her but I am afraid that she might loose me as a friend.
assistant