Okay so my girlfriend [27F] and I [28M] have been dating for nine years. We're both each others first and one day soon, when I eventually pop the question, we'll be each others only..:but I digress.

She has been on the combination pill for at least five years now, so obviously being in a monogamous relationship, we do not use condoms. By her request, I always pull out and finish myself in a tissue, so anticlimactic from my point of view, and frankly kind of puts a damper on sex. She is completely grossed out by semen, the texture, smell, taste, everything... She doesn't want it on, in, or anywhere near her. As a result it kind of makes me feel bad. Now unfortunately, I have the biggest desire to finish inside her. I know ultimately it is her choice, her body her choice. But it is something I have expressed to her for a while now. I want that extra level of intimacy with her. But as I stated before she wants nothing to do with it. Combination of being grossed out by it and fear of pregnancy.

Recently, she has changed pills and is now on a three month cycle. So I thought, maybe now, being in the middle of month two her fear of pregnancy may be lower. So last night during sex I ask her, since she's on this new pill if it would be okay to finish inside. Obviously, the answer was no, and I of course respected her boundaries. But here is what's throwing me for a little loop. When I asked her she got substantially wetter down there, as if the thought excited her.
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My girlfriend doesn't want me to finish inside her but gets excited at the thought of it?
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Okay so my girlfriend [27F] and I [28M] have been dating for nine years. We're both each others first and one day soon, when I eventually pop the question, we'll be each others only..:but I digress.

She has been on the combination pill for at least five years now, so obviously being in a monogamous relationship, we do not use condoms. By her request, I always pull out and finish myself in a tissue, so anticlimactic from my point of view, and frankly kind of puts a damper on sex. She is completely grossed out by semen, the texture, smell, taste, everything... She doesn't want it on, in, or anywhere near her. As a result it kind of makes me feel bad. Now unfortunately, I have the biggest desire to finish inside her. I know ultimately it is her choice, her body her choice. But it is something I have expressed to her for a while now. I want that extra level of intimacy with her. But as I stated before she wants nothing to do with it. Combination of being grossed out by it and fear of pregnancy.

Recently, she has changed pills and is now on a three month cycle. So I thought, maybe now, being in the middle of month two her fear of pregnancy may be lower. So last night during sex I ask her, since she's on this new pill if it would be okay to finish inside. Obviously, the answer was no, and I of course respected her boundaries. But here is what's throwing me for a little loop. When I asked her she got substantially wetter down there, as if the thought excited her.
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My girlfriend has a fear of pregnancy and is currently on a new pill. I want to have sex with
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