So this past week I've noticed she's been more distant and she is a grad student. She was busy but also something just wasn't sitting well with me.

 I confront her about it and she tells me all these things about how great great of a bf I am, and how she can't wait to see me everyday. She also said that out of all her relationships I was the most attracted she has been to someone and cared about someone.

Last night we went out, it seemed all fun and like we were having a good time. I saw she lied to me about a text she received.  I saw who sent it and even gave her a chance to come clean about it, which she confessed.

That lead to a whole argument, and I want to say with some confidence that she's not cheating on me. We're caught in the middle because she feels like I have to play catch up to get to the same point in life she is, she thinks there is a big personality difference and she says she doesn't feel 100% connected (even though a couple of days before she sent me a wall of text to help with my insecurity).

I don't know what to do. We broke up and got back together before and I am in love with her. I can't bear the thought of losing the person I'm in love with, and just as important my best friend. She said she's not fully 100% connected and in love with me but still loves and cares about me a lot. 

She says she has a hard time seeing a marriage happening, and idk what I could do to prove her wrong because she thinks I have no direction in my life and she thinks I can't give her memories. I want to prove her wrong, but it seems like she's leaning towards breaking up is the best option.
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So this past week I've noticed she's been more distant and she is a grad student. She was busy but also something just wasn't sitting well with me.

 I confront her about it and she tells me all these things about how great great of a bf I am, and how she can't wait to see me everyday. She also said that out of all her relationships I was the most attracted she has been to someone and cared about someone.

Last night we went out, it seemed all fun and like we were having a good time. I saw she lied to me about a text she received.  I saw who sent it and even gave her a chance to come clean about it, which she confessed.

That lead to a whole argument, and I want to say with some confidence that she's not cheating on me. We're caught in the middle because she feels like I have to play catch up to get to the same point in life she is, she thinks there is a big personality difference and she says she doesn't feel 100% connected (even though a couple of days before she sent me a wall of text to help with my insecurity).

I don't know what to do. We broke up and got back together before and I am in love with her. I can't bear the thought of losing the person I'm in love with, and just as important my best friend. She said she's not fully 100% connected and in love with me but still loves and cares about me a lot. 

She says she has a hard time seeing a marriage happening, and idk what I could do to prove her wrong because she thinks I have no direction in my life and she thinks I can't give her memories. I want to prove her wrong, but it seems like she's leaning towards breaking up is the best option.
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