Together since we were 17 (she was 16) she out of nowhere left me last October, she gave me no reason all she said was that she no longer loved me one day. I believe her slutty college fiend instigated her into doing it. We never fought once before this happened. Anyway is had been about 10 months with literally 0 contact and everyday I wake up she's still the first thing I think about in the morning. I'm tired of waking up in the middle of the night after having a nightmare about her with someone else. The thought makes me sick to my stomach. I love get and I hate myself because I cont stop, no matter how hard I try to forget or move on, I just can't stop thinking about what I could have done and all that. She's going away to school again soon and I only have a few more days to make first contact again. I don't know if I should though, she's the one that left me, if I go back to her after all this time could it change anything? Or should I just keep on going with 0 contact?
user
Still can't get over ex, can't stop thinking about her and it's becoming very unhealthy.
assistant
Together since we were 17 (she was 16) she out of nowhere left me last October, she gave me no reason all she said was that she no longer loved me one day. I believe her slutty college fiend instigated her into doing it. We never fought once before this happened. Anyway is had been about 10 months with literally 0 contact and everyday I wake up she's still the first thing I think about in the morning. I'm tired of waking up in the middle of the night after having a nightmare about her with someone else. The thought makes me sick to my stomach. I love get and I hate myself because I cont stop, no matter how hard I try to forget or move on, I just can't stop thinking about what I could have done and all that. She's going away to school again soon and I only have a few more days to make first contact again. I don't know if I should though, she's the one that left me, if I go back to her after all this time could it change anything? Or should I just keep on going with 0 contact?
user
ex out of nowhere left me, had no contact for almost a year now, I
assistant