I was lying down, listening to music I thought about me singing and suddenly, like a train hitting a tree, memories of me being embarrassed of my singing voice came flooding back, the one that stood out to me the most was when I was a kid and we were having a performance of "Little Shop of Horrors." I was cast as Audrey, other than being self conscious about my weight and singing about being fed a lot not appealing to me, I really did NOT sing good. I was auditioning as far away from a singing role as possible yet somehow I landed in one of the more prominent singing roles in the play. 

When I was out of class and what I assumed out of earshot of my teacher I began complaining to my friends over how "this is gonna suck," "I'm awful at singing," and "I wish I never attempted to audition in this play." 

For whatever reason a teacher overheard me and told the teacher holding the play everything and needless to say she was crushed hearing me talk about the play like I was. We didn't have the play later and she never brought it up again after we were casted.
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I was upset about a big part
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I was lying down, listening to music I thought about me singing and suddenly, like a train hitting a tree, memories of me being embarrassed of my singing voice came flooding back, the one that stood out to me the most was when I was a kid and we were having a performance of "Little Shop of Horrors." I was cast as Audrey, other than being self conscious about my weight and singing about being fed a lot not appealing to me, I really did NOT sing good. I was auditioning as far away from a singing role as possible yet somehow I landed in one of the more prominent singing roles in the play. 

When I was out of class and what I assumed out of earshot of my teacher I began complaining to my friends over how "this is gonna suck," "I'm awful at singing," and "I wish I never attempted to audition in this play." 

For whatever reason a teacher overheard me and told the teacher holding the play everything and needless to say she was crushed hearing me talk about the play like I was. We didn't have the play later and she never brought it up again after we were casted.
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I ruined a play for everyone who
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