I am a 24 year old male who has never had a girlfriend, for countless reasons. I would like to have a girlfriend/relationship (or so I think). However, if I happened to meet a woman interested in me (considering my situation, specifically the time elapsed) a myriad of circumstances would elicit an aversion in me - which means I will likely never have a girlfriend/relationship.

To begin, I cannot deny having a certain bitterness, and indeed, some misogyny. I am quite a misanthropic individual, so the misogyny comes standard. Perhaps my main contention is that, at my age, I will never meet a woman who has not had at least one boyfriend/sexual partner and extensive sexual encounters. I just cannot deal with this. 

I lost my virginity at 23 (craigslist, two night stand). I have only had sex twice, with one person - and the whole thing was lackluster, to say the least. Anyway, I would be fine if I were to meet a woman with a similar "track record" to mine, i.e., a very minimal one. 

Moreover, I would have liked to have been someone's first boyfriend. Undeniably, I have missed out on a lot of things. I realize that due to my ideologies, I will persist on missing out on things, until my death. Regardless, I am interested in what you may have to say about my situation, and I thank you in advance for your response.
user
I am a 24 year old male who has never had a girlfriend/relationship (I think). I would like to
assistant
I am a 24 year old male who has never had a girlfriend, for countless reasons. I would like to have a girlfriend/relationship (or so I think). However, if I happened to meet a woman interested in me (considering my situation, specifically the time elapsed) a myriad of circumstances would elicit an aversion in me - which means I will likely never have a girlfriend/relationship.

To begin, I cannot deny having a certain bitterness, and indeed, some misogyny. I am quite a misanthropic individual, so the misogyny comes standard. Perhaps my main contention is that, at my age, I will never meet a woman who has not had at least one boyfriend/sexual partner and extensive sexual encounters. I just cannot deal with this. 

I lost my virginity at 23 (craigslist, two night stand). I have only had sex twice, with one person - and the whole thing was lackluster, to say the least. Anyway, I would be fine if I were to meet a woman with a similar "track record" to mine, i.e., a very minimal one. 

Moreover, I would have liked to have been someone's first boyfriend. Undeniably, I have missed out on a lot of things. I realize that due to my ideologies, I will persist on missing out on things, until my death. Regardless, I am interested in what you may have to say about my situation, and I thank you in advance for your response.
user
I am an immature individual who has never had a girlfriend and I am not interested in having one.
assistant