So me and my S/O of ten years recently mutually decided that sexting with others is ok. (as long as its non-romantic) 

At first I was a little excited and very optimistic that this would create a better sex-life for us.

But I'm finding myself now feeling very self conscious,
I have always thought of myself as very handsome but have had very little luck finding a "dirty Pen Pal" while my S/O has had no trouble whatsoever... 

This is leading me to feel quite jealous and again very very self conscious about my appearance.

I know it is not fair to 

"Not want to play this game because I'm not winning" 

But that's how I feel and I don't know what to do.

I am looking for any advice.  Thanks.
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Me and my SO of ten years
assistant
So me and my S/O of ten years recently mutually decided that sexting with others is ok. (as long as its non-romantic) 

At first I was a little excited and very optimistic that this would create a better sex-life for us.

But I'm finding myself now feeling very self conscious,
I have always thought of myself as very handsome but have had very little luck finding a "dirty Pen Pal" while my S/O has had no trouble whatsoever... 

This is leading me to feel quite jealous and again very very self conscious about my appearance.

I know it is not fair to 

"Not want to play this game because I'm not winning" 

But that's how I feel and I don't know what to do.

I am looking for any advice.  Thanks.
user
Sexting as an Open Relationship; Feel self
assistant