I just out of a year long relationship. & I'm starting to see a pattern. Most of my relationships, I actually have a good guy who's willing to do a lot for me. For some people, they'll look for reasons to stay even when they know they should leave. For me, it's almost like I look for reasons to leave.

I dont know if it's because I get bored being in a relationship, or I like the single lifestyle, or whatever. But it just confuses me because I actually still feel like I do love him & i know i care about him, but i hurt him just to get out of our relationship. I havent been with one person who didnt beg me to stay when I tried to leave. It's hard.

Then a while goes by & I feel like I can do a relationship again, I want someone to call mine & someone who loves me as much as I love them, then I'll find them, & they can be the sweetest, most loyal, caring person, but Ill always end up feeling the same way over time. Im starting to realize relationships aren't for everyone & maybe I should just stop getting in them until my 30s.
user
I think that I don't love my boyfriend. I have
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I just out of a year long relationship. & I'm starting to see a pattern. Most of my relationships, I actually have a good guy who's willing to do a lot for me. For some people, they'll look for reasons to stay even when they know they should leave. For me, it's almost like I look for reasons to leave.

I dont know if it's because I get bored being in a relationship, or I like the single lifestyle, or whatever. But it just confuses me because I actually still feel like I do love him & i know i care about him, but i hurt him just to get out of our relationship. I havent been with one person who didnt beg me to stay when I tried to leave. It's hard.

Then a while goes by & I feel like I can do a relationship again, I want someone to call mine & someone who loves me as much as I love them, then I'll find them, & they can be the sweetest, most loyal, caring person, but Ill always end up feeling the same way over time. Im starting to realize relationships aren't for everyone & maybe I should just stop getting in them until my 30s.
user
what gives?
assistant