Ever since my Gf cousin died she started avoiding me.
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First of all i apologize for any mistakes, English is not my native language.

So lately we have been separated because she says she needs some time and space for herself. She is having a lot of stress because of her studies and in the beginning of this year she lost one of the most important persons on her life, her cousin was like a older brother that she doesn't have and he died of a heart attack at 34, so it caught us by surprise.

All of a sudden after valentine day she started repelling me, running when i was going to kiss her, the sex stopped etc. i started getting suspicious and when i asked her what was wrong she told me it was nothing, obviously i didn’t buy it and when i asked if she still liked me she told me she wasn't sure.

We were always the best friend even when we didn't date i was kinda stuck on the friend zone, she didn’t want to lose me and hurt me she said. But i kept trying and 2 years ago we finally go together. Everyone thinks we are great together we have a really good time and i believe she loves me much like i love her, so am kinda confuse because i know she loves me and i really want to help her but she doesn't want me too. She says she wants to be alone..

What can i do to get close with her again? If i try to pressure her she gets angry but i fell that if i really leave her alone she is going forget about me.

Am really confuse. i just want to cry all the time i can’t lose her
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Ever since my Gf cousin died she started avoiding me.
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First of all i apologize for any mistakes, English is not my native language.

So lately we have been separated because she says she needs some time and space for herself. She is having a lot of stress because of her studies and in the beginning of this year she lost one of the most important persons on her life, her cousin was like a older brother that she doesn't have and he died of a heart attack at 34, so it caught us by surprise.

All of a sudden after valentine day she started repelling me, running when i was going to kiss her, the sex stopped etc. i started getting suspicious and when i asked her what was wrong she told me it was nothing, obviously i didn’t buy it and when i asked if she still liked me she told me she wasn't sure.

We were always the best friend even when we didn't date i was kinda stuck on the friend zone, she didn’t want to lose me and hurt me she said. But i kept trying and 2 years ago we finally go together. Everyone thinks we are great together we have a really good time and i believe she loves me much like i love her, so am kinda confuse because i know she loves me and i really want to help her but she doesn't want me too. She says she wants to be alone..

What can i do to get close with her again? If i try to pressure her she gets angry but i fell that if i really leave her alone she is going forget about me.

Am really confuse. i just want to cry all the time i can’t lose her
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2 years ago when we
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