I met this really nice person through Okcupid. She is 25 and has her own life and everything.

We met and then she moved. She said she would miss me and she would be back in January. Last time I saw her was in October.

I know I should have moved on and found another nice woman. But I couldn't. Okcupid hasn't been working too well for me and I suck at meeting women.

So now she is coming back soon. I'm scared.

I want to see her again, and when I do I want to ask her if she wants a relationship with me. I'm pretty sure she is going to say no, because I'm so young and all.

I'm terrified of that. Here I am, building up this encounter. All this stuff is building up in my little head and I'm going to ask her, and then I'm going to be let down.

I know this all sounds silly, I know there are plenty of fish in the sea. I just feel dumb and confused, and upset at myself. I wish I could just find another gal in the mean time, but I can't. I can't find anyone, and no one can find me. I just suck at life in general, and then to see this awesome woman. She said I was cute and had cool hair. It's like, man. I just feel dumb.

I'm going to be let down when I finally ask her. I feel like my world will collapse because of all this build up I've been doing. It just keeps building up and up.

I want to know how she feels. I just want to go down swinging rather than never know. But if she felt like I do, why doesn't she ask me now? Maybe she is waiting, I highly doubt it. I feel like a big stupid kid.

I've been working out like crazy. But I can't shake her off my mind. There is no one else in my head except her. And all this buildup is scaring me.
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Met an amazing girl. She moved. She said she would be back next January. I
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I met this really nice person through Okcupid. She is 25 and has her own life and everything.

We met and then she moved. She said she would miss me and she would be back in January. Last time I saw her was in October.

I know I should have moved on and found another nice woman. But I couldn't. Okcupid hasn't been working too well for me and I suck at meeting women.

So now she is coming back soon. I'm scared.

I want to see her again, and when I do I want to ask her if she wants a relationship with me. I'm pretty sure she is going to say no, because I'm so young and all.

I'm terrified of that. Here I am, building up this encounter. All this stuff is building up in my little head and I'm going to ask her, and then I'm going to be let down.

I know this all sounds silly, I know there are plenty of fish in the sea. I just feel dumb and confused, and upset at myself. I wish I could just find another gal in the mean time, but I can't. I can't find anyone, and no one can find me. I just suck at life in general, and then to see this awesome woman. She said I was cute and had cool hair. It's like, man. I just feel dumb.

I'm going to be let down when I finally ask her. I feel like my world will collapse because of all this build up I've been doing. It just keeps building up and up.

I want to know how she feels. I just want to go down swinging rather than never know. But if she felt like I do, why doesn't she ask me now? Maybe she is waiting, I highly doubt it. I feel like a big stupid kid.

I've been working out like crazy. But I can't shake her off my mind. There is no one else in my head except her. And all this buildup is scaring me.
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Woman I loved moved and will be back soon and I'm terrified of being rejected
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