My ex(?) (confusing time right now) is furious at me for missing pills and getting pregnant. I didn't want to get pregnant, it was a mistake and I regret it. I attempted to get an abortion but didnt go through with it. The dad is calling me a retard, a fuckup, a dumb bitch, a bad mother, and says that he loved me off and on and it didn't work out and keeping this baby is a huge mistake. He thinks I'm trying to trap him into marriage or something because I told him I don't want to raise a baby in a hostile enviroment with a man who doesn't love me and want me around. BUT he says the only way to make things work is to live together and raise the kid. I don't agree. I suggested I could move back to my home state to have my family help, and he got all pissy about it. He claims he's scared for the kid because if I can't remember to take a pill I won't remember other stuff for the kid. I don't do drugs, not an alcoholic, I have never had a kid before and after this mess I never want to again. It was a mistake and he's constantly rubbing it in my face, as if I don't know I fucked up and feel horrible about it already. I only kept the child because I feel guilty about abortion, and he said he wanted to always be a dad. Then he threw in my face he wants to be a dad, but maybe not with me.

I don't want to live with a man who talks to me like this. I feel trapped. I can barely afford my own shit so he says it can only work if we live together and split bills. I know I'll not be able to stay there because I can't stand the thought of waking up next to a man who doesn't want me, that I have a child with. Can someone please give me advice?
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I'm pregnant by my ex, he calls me names and treats
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My ex(?) (confusing time right now) is furious at me for missing pills and getting pregnant. I didn't want to get pregnant, it was a mistake and I regret it. I attempted to get an abortion but didnt go through with it. The dad is calling me a retard, a fuckup, a dumb bitch, a bad mother, and says that he loved me off and on and it didn't work out and keeping this baby is a huge mistake. He thinks I'm trying to trap him into marriage or something because I told him I don't want to raise a baby in a hostile enviroment with a man who doesn't love me and want me around. BUT he says the only way to make things work is to live together and raise the kid. I don't agree. I suggested I could move back to my home state to have my family help, and he got all pissy about it. He claims he's scared for the kid because if I can't remember to take a pill I won't remember other stuff for the kid. I don't do drugs, not an alcoholic, I have never had a kid before and after this mess I never want to again. It was a mistake and he's constantly rubbing it in my face, as if I don't know I fucked up and feel horrible about it already. I only kept the child because I feel guilty about abortion, and he said he wanted to always be a dad. Then he threw in my face he wants to be a dad, but maybe not with me.

I don't want to live with a man who talks to me like this. I feel trapped. I can barely afford my own shit so he says it can only work if we live together and split bills. I know I'll not be able to stay there because I can't stand the thought of waking up next to a man who doesn't want me, that I have a child with. Can someone please give me advice?
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I have a baby from an accident, ex hates me, the
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