It's been about 4 months since she broke up with me for the second time. We were together for 3 years total. She left me for someone else. That guy dumped her after a month, and she made me think she wanted me back, but ended up changing her mind when I told her we'd need to work on the relationship instead of pretending like nothing happened. She asked me to be her friend while we both explore. About a week later, she's in a relationship with another dude she met on a dating app after one date. 

I have been NC for 2 months. I have a job during the summer, and am trying to talk to/meet new people. I workout, and basically just do whatever makes me happy. However even after all of it, I can't get her out of my head. I have her blocked everywhere, and I don't stalk her social media or anything. I do check my email hoping to see something from her though. I filter emails from her to the Trash folder, but end up looking there to see if she sent me anything. When I see that she hasn't, I feel horrible. 

I just want to know that things will get better for me at some point. I know that she's not good for me, and a relationship between us would never work, but I still would give anything to be with her again. I want to stop caring about what she's up to, or if she's thinking of me. Help!
user
I'm in a relationship with someone else, but I still care about her and want to be
assistant
It's been about 4 months since she broke up with me for the second time. We were together for 3 years total. She left me for someone else. That guy dumped her after a month, and she made me think she wanted me back, but ended up changing her mind when I told her we'd need to work on the relationship instead of pretending like nothing happened. She asked me to be her friend while we both explore. About a week later, she's in a relationship with another dude she met on a dating app after one date. 

I have been NC for 2 months. I have a job during the summer, and am trying to talk to/meet new people. I workout, and basically just do whatever makes me happy. However even after all of it, I can't get her out of my head. I have her blocked everywhere, and I don't stalk her social media or anything. I do check my email hoping to see something from her though. I filter emails from her to the Trash folder, but end up looking there to see if she sent me anything. When I see that she hasn't, I feel horrible. 

I just want to know that things will get better for me at some point. I know that she's not good for me, and a relationship between us would never work, but I still would give anything to be with her again. I want to stop caring about what she's up to, or if she's thinking of me. Help!
user
Can't get over my ex, and I'm starting to feel bad about myself.
assistant