So, I met this girl at a party a year and a half ago, and treated her like shit and it was bad, i was awful towards her, but we ended up being "together" for maybe four or five months, then became official in October of last year.

We had our fair share of fights, typically because i lied a lot about before we were dating, like having sex with some girl while she was away and talking to other girls. But we got passed that eventually after a few long hard months. Recently we decided to take a break, and it was two weeks before she said we should break up. 

She is big in theater and said i stress her out too much and she needs to focus on her show. The one thing that i hold hope for is she said in a month i could take her out to dinner or a date and we can try again.This is terrifying for me, what if she doesn't love me after. What if she finds someone else. All these thoughts go trhough my head constantly and it's breaking me down.

 I am head over heels for this girl, and i mean i am completely in love with her. I'm a dependent person which isn't good but i just can't take this breakup, it's been maybe a week and i can't sleep. I have a panic attack disorder and wake up constantly with panic attacks fearing to go to sleep. I usually can't sleep all night and fall asleep around 4 or 5am and have to get up for class at 8.

On top of all that my depression is really hitting me hard, it's really bad i've just been thinking about awful things and i hate to say it but i really think i need her, i can't just give up and let this be the end i can't stop fighting for her. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to handle all of this and it's becoming too much. How do i get passed the depression and anxiety that is slowly once again taking over my life.
user
Girlfriend broke up with me because i was too sensitive and she said she needed to focus on her show. I am very anxious and depressed and really want her
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So, I met this girl at a party a year and a half ago, and treated her like shit and it was bad, i was awful towards her, but we ended up being "together" for maybe four or five months, then became official in October of last year.

We had our fair share of fights, typically because i lied a lot about before we were dating, like having sex with some girl while she was away and talking to other girls. But we got passed that eventually after a few long hard months. Recently we decided to take a break, and it was two weeks before she said we should break up. 

She is big in theater and said i stress her out too much and she needs to focus on her show. The one thing that i hold hope for is she said in a month i could take her out to dinner or a date and we can try again.This is terrifying for me, what if she doesn't love me after. What if she finds someone else. All these thoughts go trhough my head constantly and it's breaking me down.

 I am head over heels for this girl, and i mean i am completely in love with her. I'm a dependent person which isn't good but i just can't take this breakup, it's been maybe a week and i can't sleep. I have a panic attack disorder and wake up constantly with panic attacks fearing to go to sleep. I usually can't sleep all night and fall asleep around 4 or 5am and have to get up for class at 8.

On top of all that my depression is really hitting me hard, it's really bad i've just been thinking about awful things and i hate to say it but i really think i need her, i can't just give up and let this be the end i can't stop fighting for her. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to handle all of this and it's becoming too much. How do i get passed the depression and anxiety that is slowly once again taking over my life.
user
Girlfriend broke up with me because i lied a lot, now i am overwhelmed with anxiety and depression that is taking over my life and i need advice.
assistant