Okay so this didn't happen today, but last month. I've been trying to do this with a clear head, but that's not happening. 
I was with her for a little over 2 and a half years, from when i was 18 and her 16. I was in college already, and her a junior in high school.
Now I will be honest, during the first 2 months of the relationship I did cheat on her, I was a child. An inconsiderate bastard, and then on our 1 year anniversary I hung out with an ex, who is an absolutely horrible person and influence but because I am a moron. Now you are reading this and thinking, "Ha he deserves this, he had this coming" I do agree that i was wrong.. Completely wrong. Yet, she choose to stay with me. I did however change after that, and become a better human being, and spent every waking moment possible with her, and did everything i could to change the past. I even moved in with her(Her mom's a single mother, and had a large house and i did help pay rent) But in April my cousin moved down here from Canada and i got an apartment with him. Bad idea. 

Now I'm back living with my parents, and can't sleep at night without some sort of drug putting me to sleep. I can not breathe without her being on my mind. Reddit help me :(
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Got heart broken. Wanted to change myself and
assistant
Okay so this didn't happen today, but last month. I've been trying to do this with a clear head, but that's not happening. 
I was with her for a little over 2 and a half years, from when i was 18 and her 16. I was in college already, and her a junior in high school.
Now I will be honest, during the first 2 months of the relationship I did cheat on her, I was a child. An inconsiderate bastard, and then on our 1 year anniversary I hung out with an ex, who is an absolutely horrible person and influence but because I am a moron. Now you are reading this and thinking, "Ha he deserves this, he had this coming" I do agree that i was wrong.. Completely wrong. Yet, she choose to stay with me. I did however change after that, and become a better human being, and spent every waking moment possible with her, and did everything i could to change the past. I even moved in with her(Her mom's a single mother, and had a large house and i did help pay rent) But in April my cousin moved down here from Canada and i got an apartment with him. Bad idea. 

Now I'm back living with my parents, and can't sleep at night without some sort of drug putting me to sleep. I can not breathe without her being on my mind. Reddit help me :(
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GF of 2 years got heart broken by
assistant