I know this will probably sound like a rant, but I'm genuine need of advice.

I'm making this post in hopes that somebody might be able to help me figure out what I should do next. I'm a student at Mohawk College (  ) in Ontario, Canada. Last September I was excepted into the colleges music program. I've been a musician for five years and I was hoping to finally hone my craft. After two months I dropped out. The program itself was the most difficult thing I have ever experienced, and the stress and expectation to do well was far too much for me to handle. My parents forced me to reapply, and find a different program. The program I ended up in was General Arts and Science. The program aloud me to choose what classes I took, so I loaded up on social science classes like anthropology, history, sociology, etc. Unfortunately I'm now back where I started. I'm miserable, depressed, and failing almost all my classes. Last semester my highest grade was a 69% and I failed two classes. Now I'm in my second semester and I'm failing four out of my seven classes. I'm in a horrible spot now, my grades are awful, I'm depressed, my girlfriend of two years broke up with me (This hasn't made my depression any better). I find myself rapidly gaining weight due to lack of any motivation to take care of myself. I've wasted thousands of dollars of my parents money on this college venture and I have nothing to show for it. If I don't pass all my courses this semester I will lose all the grant money given to me by the government (OSAP) and my family will be forced to take out loans to pay for schooling that I don't even enjoy. If I drop out I will have to move back home. Well I would but I gave my landlord post dated checks , so even if I move out I still have to pay him since I signed a twelve month lease. 

I need help figuring out what my options are. Is there any way I can improve my situation or am I completely boned?
user
I'm in a terrible spot in life and I don't know what to do. I'm too depressed to take care of myself and my life is falling apart. Is there any way I can improve my situation or am
assistant
I know this will probably sound like a rant, but I'm genuine need of advice.

I'm making this post in hopes that somebody might be able to help me figure out what I should do next. I'm a student at Mohawk College (  ) in Ontario, Canada. Last September I was excepted into the colleges music program. I've been a musician for five years and I was hoping to finally hone my craft. After two months I dropped out. The program itself was the most difficult thing I have ever experienced, and the stress and expectation to do well was far too much for me to handle. My parents forced me to reapply, and find a different program. The program I ended up in was General Arts and Science. The program aloud me to choose what classes I took, so I loaded up on social science classes like anthropology, history, sociology, etc. Unfortunately I'm now back where I started. I'm miserable, depressed, and failing almost all my classes. Last semester my highest grade was a 69% and I failed two classes. Now I'm in my second semester and I'm failing four out of my seven classes. I'm in a horrible spot now, my grades are awful, I'm depressed, my girlfriend of two years broke up with me (This hasn't made my depression any better). I find myself rapidly gaining weight due to lack of any motivation to take care of myself. I've wasted thousands of dollars of my parents money on this college venture and I have nothing to show for it. If I don't pass all my courses this semester I will lose all the grant money given to me by the government (OSAP) and my family will be forced to take out loans to pay for schooling that I don't even enjoy. If I drop out I will have to move back home. Well I would but I gave my landlord post dated checks , so even if I move out I still have to pay him since I signed a twelve month lease. 

I need help figuring out what my options are. Is there any way I can improve my situation or am I completely boned?
user
Failed a major college program for music, I'm a total loser and don't know what to do.
assistant