I've posted on here when it was happening.  It will have been 2 weeks on this coming Monday.  Guys,  I am having a really hard time with all of this.  You all told me to maintain no contact with her and I have tried but being in my apartment alone now and dwelling on all of this is really hard on me.  She texted me last night that she misses me and wishes she was here to hold me when we lay in bed, which was honestly one of my favorite things, to embrace and feel safe.  She says she is sorry for being a selfish bitch and ruining us and breaking us apart.  

I really dont know what to do.  I have been up and down with her for a while now and i love her to death and i feel like i made a mistake in a fit of anger, just snapping and ending it and that maybe it wasnt needed.  I know if i try and work things out though, again, my parents and my friends will lose more respect for me.  Part of me wants to move on and try and get over it, but the other part of me wants to go back and feel being loved again....because right now im sitting here alone in my apartment and it sucks it really does.
user
Broke up with ex almost 2 weeks ago, still really hurting emotionally, trying to move
assistant
I've posted on here when it was happening.  It will have been 2 weeks on this coming Monday.  Guys,  I am having a really hard time with all of this.  You all told me to maintain no contact with her and I have tried but being in my apartment alone now and dwelling on all of this is really hard on me.  She texted me last night that she misses me and wishes she was here to hold me when we lay in bed, which was honestly one of my favorite things, to embrace and feel safe.  She says she is sorry for being a selfish bitch and ruining us and breaking us apart.  

I really dont know what to do.  I have been up and down with her for a while now and i love her to death and i feel like i made a mistake in a fit of anger, just snapping and ending it and that maybe it wasnt needed.  I know if i try and work things out though, again, my parents and my friends will lose more respect for me.  Part of me wants to move on and try and get over it, but the other part of me wants to go back and feel being loved again....because right now im sitting here alone in my apartment and it sucks it really does.
user
Broke up with ex over petty differences - have been struggling with second thoughts since
assistant