Maybe someone who is similar can help with this. I'm having a lot of problems trying to just be happy in small situations. I don't really know how to describe this. For example, my relationships are always really serious, really fast. And while that makes me happy...its not particularly healthy and usually ruins the relationship. 

I have problems being alone. I get anxious if I have a SO and am away from them. I have a LOT of problems trying to just focus on myself and be by myself and do something which is supposed to just relax me or be enjoyable in the short term. I just CANT stop thinking 'what's the point of this?', 'where is this going?', 'what should I be doing and achieving for my age?'. 

I desperately want to learn how to be happy with just myself and not have to need someone else constantly needing me or being around. As you can probably guess, I am the kind of person to ask questions in relationships that no one can answer such as 'do you want to be with me for x period of time?'. Shit like that. 

I know its stupid because I'm young and I've quite honestly achieved a lot for my age. But I know the longer I leave this complex/problem, the more its going to plauge me. 

I don't WANT to be that person who can't be alone or always needs a SO. How can I work on this??
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How can I learn how
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Maybe someone who is similar can help with this. I'm having a lot of problems trying to just be happy in small situations. I don't really know how to describe this. For example, my relationships are always really serious, really fast. And while that makes me happy...its not particularly healthy and usually ruins the relationship. 

I have problems being alone. I get anxious if I have a SO and am away from them. I have a LOT of problems trying to just focus on myself and be by myself and do something which is supposed to just relax me or be enjoyable in the short term. I just CANT stop thinking 'what's the point of this?', 'where is this going?', 'what should I be doing and achieving for my age?'. 

I desperately want to learn how to be happy with just myself and not have to need someone else constantly needing me or being around. As you can probably guess, I am the kind of person to ask questions in relationships that no one can answer such as 'do you want to be with me for x period of time?'. Shit like that. 

I know its stupid because I'm young and I've quite honestly achieved a lot for my age. But I know the longer I leave this complex/problem, the more its going to plauge me. 

I don't WANT to be that person who can't be alone or always needs a SO. How can I work on this??
user
I am an emotional mess.
assistant