I went out with my bestfriend for two years, and it was easily the best time of my life. Unfortunately, I wasn't always the nicest person to her. I was diagnosed with severe clinical depression about halfway through our time together, and I took my pain and frustration out on her a lot. In short, I was an awful person to the one that literally gave me her all, and was nothing but supportive and just all-around wonderful to me. She told me that we needed to break up back at the end of January, and although it killed me, I knew that it was for the best. At once, I set about bettering myself as a person, improving and completely reinventing myself. She has shown signs of wanting to be friends, including as recently as September when she told me that she wanted to be my friend. However, when we spoke a few weeks ago, she took it off of the table, telling me how much I'd hurt her and so on. I genuinely fucked up, and I know it. She has every right to be angry at me, and I accept it. I also still believe that she does want to be friends, but is still much too hurt to follow through at this point. I need my bestfriend back; I miss talking and being friends. How can I regain her trust and be forgiven?
user
I was a shitty friend to my bestfriend, and I need to make amends. How can I regain her trust?
assistant
I went out with my bestfriend for two years, and it was easily the best time of my life. Unfortunately, I wasn't always the nicest person to her. I was diagnosed with severe clinical depression about halfway through our time together, and I took my pain and frustration out on her a lot. In short, I was an awful person to the one that literally gave me her all, and was nothing but supportive and just all-around wonderful to me. She told me that we needed to break up back at the end of January, and although it killed me, I knew that it was for the best. At once, I set about bettering myself as a person, improving and completely reinventing myself. She has shown signs of wanting to be friends, including as recently as September when she told me that she wanted to be my friend. However, when we spoke a few weeks ago, she took it off of the table, telling me how much I'd hurt her and so on. I genuinely fucked up, and I know it. She has every right to be angry at me, and I accept it. I also still believe that she does want to be friends, but is still much too hurt to follow through at this point. I need my bestfriend back; I miss talking and being friends. How can I regain her trust and be forgiven?
user
I fucked up someone's life and need to regain her trust and be forgiven. Her life is literally ruined, and I just want to
assistant