My boyfriend M[26] and I F[21] have been together for 2 years and lived together for about a year. He has been wanting me to have anal sex with him, in which I've tried 3 times, resulting in feeling violated and lots of tears. 
He keeps looking at porn claiming it is because I won't have anal sex with him and he can be satisfied by just watching it. It really upsets me that he looks at porn so I've told him many times that I feel de-valued, cheated on and completely disrespected when he does it.
I've taken steps with him to get to the point where I might be comfortable with it in the future (toys and whatnot) but I have trouble seeing it happening. The fact that he won't stop looking at porn is taking a huge toll on the relationship so I've offered to give him whatever videos or pictures of me he would like (but I'm afraid it won't be enough). I need some advice, is he asking for too much? Or am I too much of a prude?
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Boyfriend keeps looking at porn despite me saying I
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My boyfriend M[26] and I F[21] have been together for 2 years and lived together for about a year. He has been wanting me to have anal sex with him, in which I've tried 3 times, resulting in feeling violated and lots of tears. 
He keeps looking at porn claiming it is because I won't have anal sex with him and he can be satisfied by just watching it. It really upsets me that he looks at porn so I've told him many times that I feel de-valued, cheated on and completely disrespected when he does it.
I've taken steps with him to get to the point where I might be comfortable with it in the future (toys and whatnot) but I have trouble seeing it happening. The fact that he won't stop looking at porn is taking a huge toll on the relationship so I've offered to give him whatever videos or pictures of me he would like (but I'm afraid it won't be enough). I need some advice, is he asking for too much? Or am I too much of a prude?
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Boyfriend won't stop looking at porn even though I'm
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