Created a throwaway as have friends who know my normal account. 

I'll try and keep this short. I have found recently that I bear very little emotional connection to those who would appear to be my friends, family and people who generally care about me. Each time someone comments "I've missed you" my stomach drops after the realization that I really haven't missed them, at all. 

This would seem the norm for those who are just acquaintances or the like, but this is occurring with my siblings, parents and friends who are meant to be my dearest. I feel I could easily never see them again. 

When it comes to relationships I form emotional attachments to a girl, then the next week i'll find i'm no longer interested. This is where this post stems from. I have just been listening to a girl I have developed strong feelings for sleep with another guy (the benefits of sharing a home) and instantly I no longer feel anything for her. 

I suppose I don't want to feel like this, I want to feel like I want to spend time with those who love me, care about me and show the same affection back.

If you've got this far I thank you for taking the time to read this post. How am I meant to cope with this or better, fix this?
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I feel no emotional connection to
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Created a throwaway as have friends who know my normal account. 

I'll try and keep this short. I have found recently that I bear very little emotional connection to those who would appear to be my friends, family and people who generally care about me. Each time someone comments "I've missed you" my stomach drops after the realization that I really haven't missed them, at all. 

This would seem the norm for those who are just acquaintances or the like, but this is occurring with my siblings, parents and friends who are meant to be my dearest. I feel I could easily never see them again. 

When it comes to relationships I form emotional attachments to a girl, then the next week i'll find i'm no longer interested. This is where this post stems from. I have just been listening to a girl I have developed strong feelings for sleep with another guy (the benefits of sharing a home) and instantly I no longer feel anything for her. 

I suppose I don't want to feel like this, I want to feel like I want to spend time with those who love me, care about me and show the same affection back.

If you've got this far I thank you for taking the time to read this post. How am I meant to cope with this or better, fix this?
user
Find it difficult to form emotional
assistant