I have a friend (also 19f) who's really perfect. She's gorgeous, nice, friendly, everything, and I mean it. She has a kind soul, always laughing and I love her from the bottom of my heart.

We do an activity together where we've been partners ever since beginning college. Everyone tells us we're just like sisters. But I can't help that every time I see her, I feel a little unhappy that she's everything I want to be but can't be. 

* She's friends with my long-time crush. The guy doesn't really like me beacuse I messed some things up a long time ago, but they're great friends and I feel this terrible feeling whenever I see them talking and such. I know its so dumb. He has friends. But I don't know how to stop wishing I were her.

* She's so nice. I'm the kind of girl who has a harsh sense of humor; I'm sarcastic, speak my mind, no filter kind of. I've tried to be nicer before but I know I still come off as kind of crass. Her personality is the kind of personality I want. Always bubbly and happy and I just can't be that, and so people like her more than me. 

Basically all the people I want to be friends with like her more than me. This is such an immature problem but I honestly don't want to start hating her and letting my jealousy take over. She's such a nice girl and doesn't deserve that. How can I get over myself? It's not that I just have to look at myself differently. I'm okay with the way I look and everything and have accepted that I just have a different sense of humor. I don't want to change, but I also don't want to be so jealous. Thanks.
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jealous of perfect friend's friendship with people i like and other things.
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I have a friend (also 19f) who's really perfect. She's gorgeous, nice, friendly, everything, and I mean it. She has a kind soul, always laughing and I love her from the bottom of my heart.

We do an activity together where we've been partners ever since beginning college. Everyone tells us we're just like sisters. But I can't help that every time I see her, I feel a little unhappy that she's everything I want to be but can't be. 

* She's friends with my long-time crush. The guy doesn't really like me beacuse I messed some things up a long time ago, but they're great friends and I feel this terrible feeling whenever I see them talking and such. I know its so dumb. He has friends. But I don't know how to stop wishing I were her.

* She's so nice. I'm the kind of girl who has a harsh sense of humor; I'm sarcastic, speak my mind, no filter kind of. I've tried to be nicer before but I know I still come off as kind of crass. Her personality is the kind of personality I want. Always bubbly and happy and I just can't be that, and so people like her more than me. 

Basically all the people I want to be friends with like her more than me. This is such an immature problem but I honestly don't want to start hating her and letting my jealousy take over. She's such a nice girl and doesn't deserve that. How can I get over myself? It's not that I just have to look at myself differently. I'm okay with the way I look and everything and have accepted that I just have a different sense of humor. I don't want to change, but I also don't want to be so jealous. Thanks.
user
I'm jealous of my friend who's perfect, but get very upset when I see her hanging out with my SO and my crush. I don't
assistant