This pretty much just happened. I don't know if this fits with the general tone of this sub but I need to get it off my chest somehow and I don't think I can ever tell anyone I know about this, or at least not for a few years.

I'm 18 years old, and like many of us have no confidence with girls at all, I've had a couple of girlfriends but never had sex. I haven't even kissed a girl for more than a year now, and despite being at college I am having a tough time meeting females.

For the last few months I've been really curious as to what it would be like to be with a prostitute/escort, but have never taken the final step and actually done it.

Today I was alone in my dorm, bored, and (crucially) horny. I knew a website where you can order an escort so I went on, found a girl nearby and texted her. I went to her place, she did 15 minutes for $60 so I paid the cash. I'll give the detail of my actual experience if anyone wants to hear it but basically we ended up not having sex but she gave me a blowjob.

My advice to anyone my age who is also curious about the experience is not to do it, I really regret spending my money and I didn't really have a good time. I'm trying to rationalise the whole thing by telling myself at least the curiosity isn't there anymore, maybe I can use this as a turning point to try and be more confident with girls and stuff but really I just regret the whole thing.

Feel like this has been a rambling mess but hopefully I feel better about the whole thing putting it out there.
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This pretty much just happened. I don't know if this fits with the general tone of this sub but I need to get it off my chest somehow and I don't think I can ever tell anyone I know about this, or at least not for a few years.

I'm 18 years old, and like many of us have no confidence with girls at all, I've had a couple of girlfriends but never had sex. I haven't even kissed a girl for more than a year now, and despite being at college I am having a tough time meeting females.

For the last few months I've been really curious as to what it would be like to be with a prostitute/escort, but have never taken the final step and actually done it.

Today I was alone in my dorm, bored, and (crucially) horny. I knew a website where you can order an escort so I went on, found a girl nearby and texted her. I went to her place, she did 15 minutes for $60 so I paid the cash. I'll give the detail of my actual experience if anyone wants to hear it but basically we ended up not having sex but she gave me a blowjob.

My advice to anyone my age who is also curious about the experience is not to do it, I really regret spending my money and I didn't really have a good time. I'm trying to rationalise the whole thing by telling myself at least the curiosity isn't there anymore, maybe I can use this as a turning point to try and be more confident with girls and stuff but really I just regret the whole thing.

Feel like this has been a rambling mess but hopefully I feel better about the whole thing putting it out there.
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