I posted this on /r/askpsychology and I got no answers so I came here. 

Note: I just realized I dont even know the age of my dad, hope that shows you how bad the problem is.

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I have this problem and I've always had it. I dont hate my father and I respect him, but I find him very disgusting and I never told him and I pretend I like him.

I guess it all started in my childhood. I almost never saw him, and when he was home all he did was watch TV and sleep (maybe because he works in a hospital and his job may be exhausting so I dont judge him). I feel I really love my mum and I couldnt live without her but I dont have that feeling for my father (and If you ask me I'd rather never see him. Its uncomfortable for me). So I never developed that feeling for him but I really appreciate what he's done for me (paying the food, my school, now my college, etc). I dont talk to him for more than 1 minute, its only Hello and how are you. I dont know shit about his life and nor does he know about mine.

My parents are divorced but he comes here almost half the days of the week and he sleeps in my room and I have a very uncomfortable time. To give you an example he walks around the house almost naked (with only underwear clothes) and its fucking disgusting (he's really fat and hairy) but If you tell him something he gets fucking upset like if we are the ones doing something wrong. And when he is in my room he farts, snores (and really loud) and the most fucking disgusting thing is that he scratchs his balls (yeah wtf) all the time and even if you are not looking at him you can tell he is doing because of that fucking sound it makes (because of the hair probably). But I dont find him disgusting only physically, I dislike him as a person too.

I dont hate him, because I dont feel anger, but I really dislike him and he makes me very uncomfortable. And if you asked me I'd rather not see him again (he lives on his department but he comes here really often).
user
I hate my dad for many reasons but I dont hate him because of anger, but I feel like he is disgusting and I wish I never saw him again (how do I not notice everything he does?
assistant
I posted this on /r/askpsychology and I got no answers so I came here. 

Note: I just realized I dont even know the age of my dad, hope that shows you how bad the problem is.

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I have this problem and I've always had it. I dont hate my father and I respect him, but I find him very disgusting and I never told him and I pretend I like him.

I guess it all started in my childhood. I almost never saw him, and when he was home all he did was watch TV and sleep (maybe because he works in a hospital and his job may be exhausting so I dont judge him). I feel I really love my mum and I couldnt live without her but I dont have that feeling for my father (and If you ask me I'd rather never see him. Its uncomfortable for me). So I never developed that feeling for him but I really appreciate what he's done for me (paying the food, my school, now my college, etc). I dont talk to him for more than 1 minute, its only Hello and how are you. I dont know shit about his life and nor does he know about mine.

My parents are divorced but he comes here almost half the days of the week and he sleeps in my room and I have a very uncomfortable time. To give you an example he walks around the house almost naked (with only underwear clothes) and its fucking disgusting (he's really fat and hairy) but If you tell him something he gets fucking upset like if we are the ones doing something wrong. And when he is in my room he farts, snores (and really loud) and the most fucking disgusting thing is that he scratchs his balls (yeah wtf) all the time and even if you are not looking at him you can tell he is doing because of that fucking sound it makes (because of the hair probably). But I dont find him disgusting only physically, I dislike him as a person too.

I dont hate him, because I dont feel anger, but I really dislike him and he makes me very uncomfortable. And if you asked me I'd rather not see him again (he lives on his department but he comes here really often).
user
I dont hate my dad but I really fucking hate him. I'm scared that if I tell him I'm afraid he will get mad. How can I get over the problem?
assistant