My girlfriend and I are on broke up.  She left my on short notice after together for just a little over 5 years.  I was in a very bad place myself and I was starting to work on it but her leaving me made me kick my efforts into high gear.  Also we had some money stresses and a house mortgage to decide if we wanted or not.  I don't blame her for wanting to leave me but we talked and decided to take a break instead of breakup.  We have a date setup for the end of the month.

We also agree'd to try to only text, facebook, call in emergencies or when setting up picking up or dropping off the dog.  (Joint dog custody).  My logical ration mind understands that she needs some time to figure out her life.      

But in my heart it's making me crazy!  I want to run outside her door and hold a boom box over my head and give her flowers ask her to marry me that moment.  All sorts of crazy stuff that flows through my head.  We also okay'd writing letters to each other and I'm writing 3 pages a nite.  

The other thing that is tough is she's lonely to and will call me, or peek at my status on facebook.  Then call me, and we end up meeting and talking and sometimes making out like high school kids.  I worry that this could just make her want to stay away longer or drive her away some how.  

When we met for a last nite of sex last week while there she said she loved me and "couldn't imagine not being with me".  I'm just so impatient I suppose.  Does anyone have advice for what I can do so I don't go crazy.  PS I have ADHD so if this is rambling I'm sorry.
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I [m/32] and GF [F/27] of 5 years are on break, it's tearing me apart.
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My girlfriend and I are on broke up.  She left my on short notice after together for just a little over 5 years.  I was in a very bad place myself and I was starting to work on it but her leaving me made me kick my efforts into high gear.  Also we had some money stresses and a house mortgage to decide if we wanted or not.  I don't blame her for wanting to leave me but we talked and decided to take a break instead of breakup.  We have a date setup for the end of the month.

We also agree'd to try to only text, facebook, call in emergencies or when setting up picking up or dropping off the dog.  (Joint dog custody).  My logical ration mind understands that she needs some time to figure out her life.      

But in my heart it's making me crazy!  I want to run outside her door and hold a boom box over my head and give her flowers ask her to marry me that moment.  All sorts of crazy stuff that flows through my head.  We also okay'd writing letters to each other and I'm writing 3 pages a nite.  

The other thing that is tough is she's lonely to and will call me, or peek at my status on facebook.  Then call me, and we end up meeting and talking and sometimes making out like high school kids.  I worry that this could just make her want to stay away longer or drive her away some how.  

When we met for a last nite of sex last week while there she said she loved me and "couldn't imagine not being with me".  I'm just so impatient I suppose.  Does anyone have advice for what I can do so I don't go crazy.  PS I have ADHD so if this is rambling I'm sorry.
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GF and I are on break, keep me from going crazy reddit! Also hope is
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