Today I came home from school and I was blamed for my baby brother drawing on the wall. Every color you could every want is on the wall. My mother blamed me and sent me up to my room. None of my other siblings were blamed. They all come home and talk about how much of a fuck up I am to let this happen. 

I hate coming home, I don't think anyone understands how much I don't want school to end. I hate the summer because I am trapped unless my friends want to do something. I am blamed for everything if mom can't find the salt it's my fault, if dad can't find a pen it's my fault. I could be at school my baby brother could cry and it's my fault. 

Everyday despite my good grades, despite being told by several teachers I should really try for scholarships. It's never good enough. I am always told I am not as good as the others, I am always left out of everything. 

I am yelled at, I am grounded over nothing, I am grounded for things my brothers do. They get into a fight and it's my fault for some reason. My sister sneaks out with a boy and it's my fault. 

Just everyday it's the same bullshit. I am blamed for everything, I try my best to compete with my siblings. But I am never good enough. Everything I am interested in seems like a waste of money. My siblings get to do all this cool shit and to this day, I have not been allowed to do one activity. Not a single one

What are my options. Do I need to live with this for the next 4 years until I can go to college or do I have another choice
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I come home from school
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Today I came home from school and I was blamed for my baby brother drawing on the wall. Every color you could every want is on the wall. My mother blamed me and sent me up to my room. None of my other siblings were blamed. They all come home and talk about how much of a fuck up I am to let this happen. 

I hate coming home, I don't think anyone understands how much I don't want school to end. I hate the summer because I am trapped unless my friends want to do something. I am blamed for everything if mom can't find the salt it's my fault, if dad can't find a pen it's my fault. I could be at school my baby brother could cry and it's my fault. 

Everyday despite my good grades, despite being told by several teachers I should really try for scholarships. It's never good enough. I am always told I am not as good as the others, I am always left out of everything. 

I am yelled at, I am grounded over nothing, I am grounded for things my brothers do. They get into a fight and it's my fault for some reason. My sister sneaks out with a boy and it's my fault. 

Just everyday it's the same bullshit. I am blamed for everything, I try my best to compete with my siblings. But I am never good enough. Everything I am interested in seems like a waste of money. My siblings get to do all this cool shit and to this day, I have not been allowed to do one activity. Not a single one

What are my options. Do I need to live with this for the next 4 years until I can go to college or do I have another choice
user
My brother drew a picture
assistant