Will I get answers to all my questions when I die? Sorry if this is way too open but I have so many questions about this world, religion, gods and what on earth is going on. I can't imagine anyone really would be able to answer these type of questions now but will I find out at the end? I've probably watched and read too many conspiracy theories about stuff like this and dug myself into a hole but I just get sucked in and want to know. Will I ever find out?
Also while I was thinking about what to ask on here and put myself out there, hoping not to come across as a moron, why did I start to get a little upset?? Is it wrong to ask these things?
I won't go on and see what I get back from this.
Before Jesus began preaching in Israel, there came a 'man sent from God' whose name was John. John the Baptist, we know him as.
When the people asked John what should they do, he gave very specific insructions.



If anyone is lacking in food or clothing, and we have more than we need, we are to give it to them.




Those who collect taxes for Government are only to collect what they are authorised to collect. They are not to over charge.




Soldiers who are paid to keep order in the nation are to do only that, without resorting to inappropriate brutality.




John also rebuked the King (Herod) for his inappropriate conduct regarding marriage. Marriage is important to the order of society and is not to be tampered with.



Some, receiving these instructions, desired more and those he baptised with water and they confessed their sins.
This is the background, immediately before Jesus 'came preaching'.
There is nothing difficult or grievous or mysterious about any of this.
You can see it in the bible, in Matthew, Mark and Luke. John is different, but John shows the spiritual reasons for it.
This is how we are to live . . . .
. . . .  until the day we die.

There is much, much more to learn, regarding Christianity.
But this is how we begin.